my own story...=))

2009-12-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

in the past, i used to ponder - why some people just like being alone.
but now, as i grew older, i start to understand.
i was never alone in the past, going out with my friends now and then.
however, suddenly, sometimes i would prefer being alone. not because i was feeling down or that i have no friends to accompany me.
this holiday, i have stayed at home most of the time instead of going out almost daily like what i did. i rejected going out. it was not even like a holiday to me. it just doesn't feels like one.
i was supposed to go for my primary school gathering tomorrow which some of my good friends asked me to organise. but yet i didn't. perhaps it was because my parents rather me to stay at home, perhaps it was because my mother have been sick for a few weeks or perhaps i've to tutor my younger brother that made me rather stay at home.
not that i don't miss all of them, but i just. i don't know.
instead, i've chose to accompany cheryl to study tomorrow.

seems like that jap exam made me realised a lot. whether what will be the result on my cert which i'll receive in mar'10, i'm just gona go to the next level. JUST CHIONG. I'M NOT GIVING UP.

my darlings from 6D'06, i promise not to miss the next gathering. JUNE. hopefully we can have a chalet after our 'O'/'N' level papers next year. just the 10+ of us. I LOVE YOU GUYS.
i'm missing you all more already.

i'll book 1day to watch movie with teok and another day out to spca with peixian this holi, just like what i've promised.

AND. thank you jiaqing, cheryl, jahwee and some others for giving me your support this holi. LOVE YOU PPL.

I'M HAPPY.
I'M STRONG.
I'VE LET GO WHAT I SHOULD.

XINGHUI IS STRONG. XINGHUI IS HAPPY.
JIAQING, LET'S SUCCEED TOGETHER. WE CAN AND WE WILL DO IT.

2009-08-29T09:23:00.003+08:00

三年的友谊，一起经过那么多，一起哭，一起笑，一起疯，说不珍惜是骗人的。
在这短短的日子里，说了彼此好多不好听的话。
我们的分离，不只同学看得出，连老师都开始问起你们了。
之前说的不想和好，是在欺骗自己，因为害怕会不会又再发生这种事，也不知道你们心里想着什么。
一声对不起，我们都不敢说出口，因为大家都有错，也因为以为可以不需要你们。
我们太低估“对不起”了，真的没想到说出来后会有那么有效。

子君，
我们这段日子都一直在一起，经过好多好多。
我们也领悟到了许多。
我们都错认她们的心里在想什么了，
原来她们也很珍惜我们之间的友谊。
你永远会是我亲爱的三三。

倩怡和家慧，
谢谢你们一直陪伴着我们，鼓励我们。
你们会一直是我的好朋友，也是我一直会信任的人。

子君，倩怡和家慧，
谢谢你们！如果没有你们，我想这段日子我不能撑过去了。
真的真的好爱你们，也好珍惜你们。

佳庆和佳琦
你们两个名有佳的最好给我听清楚！
我们最好不要有这样的事情再发生，有什么不爽就直接说吧！否则问题又会来了，我们的眼泪又会流不停了。
以为真的不需要你们时，却发现自己还怀念着我们一起经过的日子。
所梦到的梦，很多都是我们在一起的美好时光。
我们一定要回去我们以前那样，有说有笑。
不，应该说是比以前更好。

既然我们选择要把心里话都说出来，就一定要把所有的不满说出来。
过了这件事，我发现我更珍惜你们了。我不想再失去你们。我怕了你们了。
我真的真的好爱你们。
无论什么事，我们都能一起克服的。

也要谢谢庭维和khwanfa. =D

♥我们对彼此的约定会一直在我们的心里。

2009-08-23T21:20:00.001+08:00

so much happened lately.
suddenly felt an urge to blog, so here i'm.
there are still tests coming up, despite the many tests occuring the past few weeks.

came to many decisions these days, realised so much.

~ i always thought that it was firm, with nothing in the world being able to destroy it.
it has been almost 3years, 3years of being together.
saying that i was nonchalant about what had happened would be fooling everybody, but on the other hand, what could i actually do? plead, cry or complain?
it was pointless.

anyway, gona continue being happy & study hard. that's all.

teachers' day coming up. i'm going back to YANGZHENG. =))

BYE~

2009-04-24T19:46:00.003+08:00

suddenly felt like blogging so i'm here again! =D
before anything, i would like to wish shaojie a very happy birthday! [17'04'09] HOHOHO. continue to work hard and jiayou ba my dear.

i realised it has been a LONG time since i last posted. slacken a lot after ca1 and my results dropped. physics is the most pathetic one lor. 30people failed and i failed too. == ANYWAY, it's 12 more days to exams! so people, JIAYOU BA. i need people to tutor my physics. or my physics'never gona pass. idiot. then somemore mrs ismail can suddenly say test on chap10&11 today then next day test. win liao lor i tell you. can go crazy one leh like that.

3days ago it was our 2.4km run. ran with my dear tzuchun as usual. she has a bad stitch. poor thing. so we just encouraged each other during the run and i think we managed to improve. held our hands together to run at times since there was many times when we felt like stopping. 3years of 2.4. all running with her. i love you man my dear. HAHAHA.

and there's no more for me to post! my keyboard letter 'e' got plucked off by my younger brother and it's like so hard to type can. irritating. so byebye ba! 28more days to end of exam if i didn't remember wrongly. HOHO.

爷爷，有时候还是会想起您。您是否过的好？我很想念您。

2009-03-16T14:04:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO~ felt like posting so here i am! =D
it's been so long~ since i last posted. almost 1month. == a big thank you to all who have been tagging la. at least make my blog seems less dead. =D

WELLWELLWELL, before anything, i'd like to wish SAMUEL TAN a very happy birthday[17'03'09], which is tomorrow since i won't be blogging tomorrow. he's 19 already. so old. =D HAHAHA. tomorrow going to ask about his A levels results. =P

it's holidays and i got back my CA1 results. 5As & 3Bs. the 3Bs are ENGLISH, PHYSICS & COMBINED SCIENCE. although my results still can be improved by a lot, but i'm generally satisfied with my overall results. it's so much better compared to the 2As i got last year and it got no Cs! =D

two days ago, got the family day at east coast. arrived bedok mrt with jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee, jiaying, cheryl & jahwee at around 8.30+. saw mr chan still there with the shuttle bus. so ran there. we were the only 7 in the bus apart from the bus driver la. so shuang la.
THEN, went to rent the bike and ride. it was the 1st time i rode a bike after learning on 31'12'08. felt so proud of myself that i've improved so much. =D but i still banged onto cheryl's bike. sorry la! HOHO.
after the family day, went to the paya lebar sing post there. drank and drank. so thirsty la. had a hard time finding the way out from east coast to bedok mrt. ==
went to city plaza and shopped when jiaqing&ghakhee left after awhile. so left tzuchun, jiaying & i. went to buy sunglasses and we wore it on the way. went to take the bus which we took the WRONG direction. but we were on the upper deck of the bus playing and taking photographs since there's no one else there. HAHAHA. clown.

tomorrow's chalet! had a hard time to persuade my mother to let me go. still have to appeal to her. HAHAHA.

and.. there's nothing more i can say, except- there's a lot of homework + projects to be done. the geo project don't know what to do la. asked so many people they also don't know. so forget it. not doing already.

THAT'S ALL! BYE~ wait for my next post! HAHAHAHAHA!

i want to know why. don't we used to be goodfriends? you would do anything to make me happy. but why? why all of a sudden you changed? was it because i did something wrong or was it because you simply want to ignore me cos of that? i don't understand.

2009-02-17T18:23:00.005+08:00

here's my post after a long long time again! =D

before anything, i would like to wish my beloved papa a very happy birthday! =D

anyway, yeah. this will be my last post, at least for a few months. no mood, no time, no energy to blog or even come online. so many tests, so many homework. perhaps i would come back to blogging, who knows. yeah.

LALA! these few days have been practically busy. in school laughed with friends, at home study. feel so fun yet so boring. == don't know what am i talking either.

and hey. when a person is cheerful, it doesn't mean that he/she won't ever be upset. it's just that whether he/she chooses to show it or even bear any grudges. so yeah.

that's all for my post. BYEBYE!

when she told me about him, i felt upset. i asked myself questions which i don't get the answer. can anyone kindly come to me and tell me all the answers to my questions? impossible, but yeah. i feel upset. why is he like this? i want to know.

2009-01-27T13:14:00.002+08:00

LALA! it's chinese new year!
somehow, i don't have the feeling that's new year! so sad. i've less than 5angpaos this year. but well, it's always better than none!

it has been like 15days since i last posted. not that long la actually. just have this urge to come online and post so here i am! =D

in these 15days.. there is the adventure camp? LOL. it WASN'T as fun as how i IMAGINED it to be. dragon boating, high elements, campfire, blahblah.
the food's okay. heard that the veggies didn't taste great. lucky i don't eat veggies. HOHO.
the bathing time is LITTLE and the tap only came out 3drips of water. okay, shall not complain. remember, it's always better than none.
the high elements were SCARY. when i'm up there, and looked down, it's as if my heart is POPPING OUT. HAHAHA. i only like the flying fox. the rest i never really tried. HAHA.
during all those mealtimes, me&tzuchun + commander ko will be there crapping and laughing. and then when i see luyao laughing, i cannot help but laugh too. she laugh till very funny & cute la can. HAHAHA.

then at night after we have bathed, blahblah, me, jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee & jiaying will go back to our dom[did i spell it correctly?] and eat the tidbits that we've bought from ntuc a few days back while chatting. but after awhile we will just lie down, thinking that we still can stay awake. but apparently, we fell asleep la hor. HAHA.
both nights i didn't sleep really comfortably because it's SO COLD. i was there freezing without any jackets and cos my sleeping bag was opened up and split into two to share with jiaqing, i cannot hide myself in the sleeping bag. sad.

anyway, for the campfire, i was sitting next to tzuchun & sebastian. i don't feel really high at all can. i'm trying to be high by dancing & singing away. but it didn't really help la hor. so in the end just sat there and laughed, chit-chat, crapped and stared into space. == even last year's orientation camp i enjoyed much more with shaojie and 1/4 people. shouted and jumped so much. HAHA. no offends though.

the 3rd day of the camp we were having our high elements again. i told myself that i MUST try. but, HAHA. in the end, i didn't. expected anyway. LALA.
after that, went to wash the girls' toilet. i'm so glad that there isn't any sanitary pads lying around. or i will go jumping up&down, shouting&screaming and then there's nothing i can do but to pick them up. LOL.
i tried to cheer myself up by singing "you're my sunshine" while washing, while sweeping, while picking up those hair. and i succeeded. HAHAHAHA.

after the camp, went to pizza hut with jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee & jiaying to eat. me, tzuchun & jiaying shared the 4person student set. ate till super full. it satisfied the hunger i've suffered from the past 2days in camp.
when i reached home, i slept for 5plus hours, from 3 to 8plus. LOL. i feel so much comfortable sleeping on my own cosy bed. =D

and my conclusion for the camp:
1) i learnt that toilet paper are precious.
2) i learnt that water is even more precious.
3) i learnt that taking care of your own things is even more important after losing my snoopy-playing-volleyball cup.
4) FINALLY! i learnt that my love for jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee & jiaying is even greater than how i imagined.
HAHA. i sound so disgusting. HAHAHA~

err.. then the rest of the 15days which i haven't been blogging, i simply cannot remember what really happened.
AHH! i remembered commander ko kept to the promise he made in the camp to the 5 of us. he brought the 1.5litres green tea for us on friday and we drank it all up. HAHA. thanks la! then something else happened on friday too. some unhappy stuffs. idiot. i feel like an idiot at that point of time.

anyway, today's zhihong's birthday! so happy birthday la hor! =D

then then, yesterday's the first day of new year. in the morning, went to the temple and pray to my grandpa. then in the afternoon, went to another temple and pray to another grandpa with my cousins, aunt, uncles, grandma. hai.
after praying, came home, bathed, went to grandma's house.
saw my baby cousins again. all of them looked so ADORABLE LA CAN! so small-sized, walking here & there making noise. HAHAHAHAHA.
after eating and stuffs, went into the room to play bridge with my biaoge, biaojie and elder brother. i was carrying my favourite baby cousin and was looking at the bracelet my grandma has bought for her.
so my aunt was like: 你看.xinghui jiejie 很喜欢你的手链leh. 要不要拿出来给她看？
my cousin: [trying to take out] then after that she shook her head and said, 不可以。
my aunt: 为什么不可以？
my cousin: 因为要key才可以打开
i laughed so much till my stomach hurts. so adorable can. so i was like carrying and hugging her and laughing.

and my biaojie is totally BLUR throughout the many rounds we played. until the last few rounds then she finally came to her senses. my biaoge crapped so much about my biaojie that i laughed till my mouth almost went numb. HAHAHAHA. and i think i'm the one who's the MOST MATURE AMONG THE FOUR OF US EVEN THOUGH I'M THE YOUNGEST AMONG THE FOUR! AGREED? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i'm so proud of myself man. =D
and right! i'm so happy to have my elder brother and biaojie. cos both of them study double humans + triple science, anything i don't know at home i'll ask my elder brother! then cos my biaojie studies the same humans as me, i can get her notes! and my brother helped me get the other subjects' notes from his friend since he already graduated from sec school. i'm so touched la! so thanks la! love the both of you. don't say i not grateful okay! =DD

WELL, today! i woke up at 10plus. did some homework, went to eat. then did more homework, then came to blog. the maths homework i really don't understand la. the standard form part is still okay. the rest of the indices ah. i do till i just felt like jumping down the building. but obviously i wasn't that stupid. or i woúldn't be here blogging. LOL.

afterwards! i will be going to the country club with my family! i'm still thinking whether my beloved biaoge & biaojie will be going or not. HAHA.

these few days have been planning what to do during the march holidays. i planned to go to spca again to visit the dogs & kittens since it's quite near to my house, planned to meet up with my primary school friends, planned to go cycling again cos í don't want to forget how to cycle since i just learnt how to. but holidays is like.. 6weeks away? == and i guess.. that's about it! HAHAHAHA~
BYEBYE! wait for my next post! LOVE! =D

2009-01-12T22:05:00.002+08:00

my 330th post! =D
i salude anyone that have been constantly reading my blog. i doubt anyone who have done that cos i do not even have the mood to go through one post of mine. HAHAHA~

finally have been blogging again after some time.

well, something changed my mind about going to track training tomorrow again. YOU KNOW, I JUST DECIDED TO GO FOR TRAINING TOMORROW before this THING appear. OH MY GOD. feel so disappointed that i'm someone who gives up so easily. HOHO.

the feeling of returning to school is slackening. the first few days i have this feeling that holidays will be coming again. HOWEVER, after one week, i have awakened to this fact that i'll have to return to school for like.. don't know how long. sad.

i'm looking forward to the CAMP and the class play. felt that my new class was okay, MOST of the people there are friendly, and yeah, even though i still can't remember some of their faces and their names. the teachers are generally okay, except for the biology. i cannot understand a SINGLE thing she is talking about. OH MY GOD can. i'm doing self-study over the weekend, i hope.

anyway, O's results are out today! HOHO. so nervous for shaojie can. i kept smsing him and asking him about his results. i think he got irritated cos if i were him, i would be irritated as well. HAHAHAHAHA. i'm happy for my biaojie who got an A1 for her chinese. congratulated her and told her i love her. i'm confident that she will do well in her Os this year, very confident. and of course my dearest brother, to do well in his A levels and and and my dearest biaoge to go to the university since he completed his NS? i don't know leh. talk with him everytime crap with him, seldom talk about serious business, so i don't really know about him. HAHAHA.

hm hm hm. my parents have been caring about me more cos i have been coughing for a few days. HAHAHA. i don't mean that they don't care about me normally okay. LALA.

hm hm hm. what to talk about now? i don't know leh. forgot about what i want to say already. so i'm going off. it's 10:20 already. have to sleep soon. or my father will show me his face then i will laugh again. HAHA. byebye!

2009-01-01T19:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY, PULL YOUR EARS COS IT'S NEW YEAR! =D

hasn't been blogging for a long time and today it's because i have to check my council duties for tomorrow and have to be online. so yeah, í don't think i will be blogging much for this year because i'm really lazy to even switch on the laptop.

anyway, back from chalet this morning.

first day of chalet my father taught me how to cycle. i didn't succeed.
then after that, went back to chalet, bbq-ed, ate, played.
anyway, yeah. this is a family chalet which my parents booked. after watching the little nyonya, the rest left, leaving me, my brother, my biaoge, my biaojie and my aunt. we bathed and went to watch the midnight show. i was wearing my pyjamas pants and the council tee, with my name printed at the back. my brother was like telling me it's okay not to chang because a lot people will be wearing the way i'm wearing. then i was like, "okay, don't change."
when i reach the ehub there, everybody was dressed nicely can. so embarrasing. everytime these things happen to me. == HAHA. but i didn't mind.
planned to watch bedtime stories but tickets were sold out, so watched twilight instead. my aunt treated. and the show's okay la, quite nice.
went back to the chalet after the movie, brush teeth, went to bed. i slept with my aunt and my biaojie on the two single beds joined together. i was in the middle, and the gap between the two beds was irritating okay. so i slept on the same bed as my biaojie. HAHA.
my biaojie couldn't sleep. initially, i couldn't too la. but at around 3plus, 4, i slept. then my biaojie stayed awake. HAHA. poor thing.

the next morning, my biaojie woke all of us up. went for breakfast at burger king. my first breakfast at burger king. my aunt treated us for the breakfast and midnight movie la. so paiseh.

we went to wildwildwet on the 2nd day of chalet. i know i said i won't go there again. but we got four free tickets to wildwildwet ONLY. so we went. played played played. and my biaojie don't know how to swim! HAHAHA.

then then then, went back, waited for my another aunt to come then went to rent the bicycles for overnight. my aunt treated. LOL. so it's like this chalet i no need to spend.
went to ride bicycles for awhile. i started practising on my own and after awhile, i made it. i think i sprained my left ankle. cos when i put my weight on my right leg, my ankle hurts a lot. shall do some rubbing afterwards. HOHO. my fingers and palms hurt too, cos i held onto the handles too tightly. and my butt too. sat on the seat and walked wih my legs too much when my father taught me how to cycle. but anyway, i don't really know how to cycle well yet. hmm.
went back for bbq. after bbq, all of us sat down in front of the tv at the stairs/chairs because the tv is hung high up and there's not enough chairs. so, yeah.
after watching, rest left. leaving me, my brother, my cousins and my aunt. two different aunts accompanying us on two different nights. =D
went to ride the bicycles. at first i don't really know how to ride, then got scolded by my brother. i don't blame him la. if it's me, i will also do the same thing. HAHAHA.
after awhile, managed to cycle with my brother, cousins and aunt. hmm. they called me to ride at the front because they scared i won't be able to catch up with them. HAHAHA. so when i stopped, they have to stop. wanted to apologise and thank them for all the trouble but didn't really say to them because I DON'T KNOW HOW TO. so yeah, in the last hour of 2008, i managed to cycle. so happy for my achievement. i managed to reach this goal in 2008.

cycled till around 1am. went back to chalet, queued to bathe. was so tired that i laid my head on the table and slept till my biaojie passed me my cell phone saying that i have 7messages. LOL. was shocked la. didn't expect messages so i didn't carry my cell phone with me most of the time. HOHO.
after bathing, went back to the room, used my towel and brushed my hair to make it drier and crapped with my biaoge. this chalet crapped a lot with my cousins. it's cos they are crappy. =D
went to sleep after eveyone bathed, which's around 3, 3plus. and by the way, yeah, there's only one room. so all of us have to squeeze in one room. the guys slept on the mattresses on the floor, of course. =D all of us was so tired that no one remained awake at night. HAHA.

this morning, being woke up by my biaojie AGAIN. preparing to check out, packed our things, blah blah. parents came and fetch. went to white sands for breakfast, went home, and i slept from 12.24 till 4.55. LOL. tired.

and tomorrow, school's reopening. honestly hoping that holidays will never end. so that i can sleep, play and eat everyday. but well, sad. hope that i can reach school by 6.45 for the council thing tomorrow.

i've been thinking, if i hadn't let go of you that time, would you have been gone forever? i've been thinking, if i've been more decisive and bold, perhaps you would still be here. this 1year plus, i've been lying to myself. i thought that i've forgotten about you. but now, all is back to square 1. i've realised that i won't be able to forget you, at least for this present moment. but i've finally understood today why have i chose to let you go when i knew that our feelings for each other was real. it was not because that my feelings for you had faded, but it's because i really like you.

2008-12-20T11:21:00.002+08:00

hmm. yesterday went out with siokteng, kahwen & zhangshuo to wildwildwet. thought that kahseng will be going. but in the end, he went missing. LOL.
zhangshuo treated us to one bottle of ice lemon tea and pizza hut. HOHO. generous.
at around 6, we left there. had kind of fun. me and teok was sitting on the floats while the guys pushed. didn't ask them to push. but well, GENTLEMEN la ok. ==
i was the only one who escaped with minor injuries. teok's toes the skin was peeled off, kahwen with a injured back cos i knocked onto him. HAHAHA. while zhangshuo's leg bleed. terrible okay. i see his cut like what like that. LOL.
my conclusions for wildwildwet: 1) the ground is too rough
2) the stairs is too much
3) i'm not going there anymore
yesterday, went for work for AWHILE yesterday. went to compass point with peixian, cut my hair, went to popular to buy notebook, went to the swensens to eat ice-cream. the student meal luh. =D
before that.. something happened. i was ANGRY, FURIOUS & AGITATED. feel like asking that person go and die. but i can't. cos his life doesn't belongs to me. then peixian cried. i lent her my shoulders and she cried terribly. broke up with her boyfriend la.. then i cried a little while she was crying cos she cried until so.. hai.
it was yesterday that i suddenly felt that relationships was somehow sweet, but more of vulnerable. made me kind of feel weary of these things. well, confusing.

then, went to vivo city with siokteng to buy notebook again. so in total, i have THREEnotebooks in total. one same as my BELOVED biaojie, one same as peixian, another same as teok. HAHAHA. anyway, my biaojie brought me a necklace when she came back from china for trainings! HOHO. while my elder brother brought me a adidas bag from japan. not really nice. HAHA. but yeah.. still use it. cos it was so expensive. then if don't use very wasted. HOHO.
so that's all!

* i'm looking forward to my chalet! can meet my beloved cousins! =D that's all! BYEBYE!

2008-12-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

I'M NOT HAPPY!
i miss my 6D people. misses them a lot a lot.
siokteng, vivien, tzeching, joy, wenan, dingyuan, hweiqiang, kahwen, kahseng, edward or even amir, zhangshuo, hanafi, singfan and darren!
it has been SO LONG SO LONG~ since i met some of them.
some of them like darren changed so much. hai. but i'm still glad that for the rest still can keep in contact with. lucky not everybody changed! HOHO.

will be meeting some of them on thursday for ice-skating.
hard time organising it. cos NOBODY wanted to organise and people like edward come and ask me to organise. say i BOSS, i decide. == then won't believe him. HAHA.

i am waiting for our thursday's meeting. so excited. that's all! going to sleep. LOVE THEM! =D

2008-12-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

Your dating personality profile:

Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Athletic
2. Liberal
3. Big-Hearted
4. Adventurous
5. Religious
6. Intellectual
7. Traditional
8. Practical
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Stylish

Your date match profile:

Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Practical
2. Adventurous
3. Athletic
4. Traditional
5. Funny
6. Big-Hearted
7. Intellectual
8. Shy
9. Conservative
10. Religious

Take the Quiz at Would

2nd december: went to heartland mall after going to country club at woodlands. younger brother was making a nuisance because he wanted to buy a toy. ==
came home, saw one of our neighbour's son is with another old lady whom also lives in the same block. the boy said his mother didn't let him go home. after some time, managed to get the boy back to his home after the old lady left. complicating.

5th december: 49days after grandpa passed away. the monk came to my house and did some prayer. and my family drove to the temple did everything that we should. this day let me realised so many things. YOU PEOPLE are worst than i thought. shouldn't elaborate too much on it. isn't anything nice anyway.

yesterday went to the country club again. got my junior membership card. it has been such a long wait. HAHA. on my way home, i realised that the moon's so round. HOHO. so stared at it while i was in the car. thought of some things, and yeah, i miss someone.
wednesday went to airport to see my elder brother off to japan. some exchange program organised by MOE for the top four JCs in singapore. went to have swensens for dinner. realised that their food isn't nice. i'm not going there anymore. but well, shouldn't complain when i have something to eat. economy's getting worser nowadays.

today woke up at 8am in the morning. went out with family to have our breakfast then headed to our belief's place to help out in the annual cleaning. cleaned the things, prayed, left at 1pm.

these few days nothing much. have started work already. finished renovating. new manager came. not many customers though. peixian passed me my payslip. she opened it. it's supposed to be PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL my dear girl! these kind of things cannot anyhow open one. it's hard to explain now. but when we grow up, we will know exactly why can't open other people's payslip.
LALA. that's about it. no mood to blog anyway. byebye.

* chalet's coming. 30th december. family gathering. great.

2008-12-02T11:11:00.002+08:00

O GOD. these few days have been so boring & slacky.

BUT! before anything, i would like to wish zhangshuo[28'11'08], my biaodi- junhao[29'11'08] and jengyih[30'11'08] a very happy birthday! =D stay happy!~

24'11'08[monday]: i remembered going out with my mother and my two brothers. when we went downstairs, went to check the car. TO OUR HORROR, there's a chewing gum PASTED ON ONE OF OUR CAR'S WINDOW. at that moment, i felt like skinning that person who did that alive and chopping him/her.
we took taxi to the hospital to visit my grandma after that.
chatted, went to the mall nearby. ate japanese food, bought some things in ntuc and mrt-ed home. =D

25'11'08[tuesday]: i remembered i dreamt that 2/1 has a class gathering. then i was FAT until~ LOL. AND! i also can't sleep. i was lying on my bed. GOD. i went to sms shaojie at 12am. chatted till 1am. LOL. then he went to sleep while i still lied on my bed. == first time i looked at my cell phone, the time was 1.45am, second time was 2.27am, third time was 3.02am, fourth time was 3.27am, fifth time was 3.45am, sixth time was 4.02am then the last time was 4.37am. i still remembered. ==
anyway, father arrived back in singapore that day. he took the last plane from thailand before that "riot" in thailand began. WHEW. or he'd still be staying there. thank you so much man. and he fixed the punctured tyre! =D

26'11'08[wednesday]: one more day to the zoo! was trying so hard to decide whether to go to the zoo or birdpark. HAHA. but i decided on zoo since i don't know how to go to the birdpark. hmm. my father went overseas again. so much work to do. ==
so, i went to sleep with my mother and my younger brother in the master bed room. i managed to fall asleep at around 1am.

27'11'08[thursday]: woke up at 9plus! prepared myself to go out! to go to the ZOO! =D
met shaojie at the amk hub. i was late for around 10+minutes. sorry la. went to buy waffle since i haven't eat my breakfast then took the bus to the zoo.
crapped with him on the way there, laughed and laughed. =P
THEN, when we reach the zoo entrance, i made him pay. we have agreed that he pay. HOHO. went in to see the animals and they are still sleeping. went to the white tigers' corner. they were also sleeping. win liao lor.
saw one bunch of small little adorable creatures sleeping together. so CUTE! HAHAHA.
then walked and walked. walked through one path that leads us to the kfc there. shaojie went to buy his lunch and i took his drink and drank. SO THIRSTY. was sweating like shit. returned to the path and there was a string(is that how you call that?) to prevent people from walking through. HAHAHA.
after he finished eating, we went to the white tigers' there to see how they were fed. there were three of them there. one walking back and forth back and forth, and that INTELLIGENT shaojie said that wasn't a real tiger. he was remote-controlled. HAHAHA. another was trying to get into the water, but like afraid to get in like that. another one was still sleeping but got up awhile later. went to swim in the water. so cute man. HAHA.
when the zookeeper was feeding the three of them, the remote-controlled one jumped up so high in the water. it was a male. and quite fat also. =D

after that, went to the hippo there to see how they were being fed. went under the fan and blow. we were like hunting for fans in the zoo. LOL.
then then then, roamed around the whole zoo. had a hard time finding the maned wolf. but we found it eventually. =D
went to take the bus back at around 5plus. that shaojie kept calling me to sleep. then when i woke up for a few times, i caught him sleeping. HAHAHA.

went to chomp chomp after a long time of discussing where to go for our dinner. and he lied to me in the zoo that he have to reach home at 5pm. kept saying that i'm not like a girl. but i don't mind! cos i know he said that cos i said that he's not like a guy and called him sister. HOHO.
ate stingray, hokkien mee, satay, mango dessert and drank the sugar cane + lemon drink! he said he don't eat hokkien mee one. then cos of me then he eat. what rubbish. then i have to pretend to be touched. HAHA. AND! i was kind of touched when he scraped off the stingray meat for me. what a good sister he is! =D
bus-ed to serangoon after that. he was nagging while i slept. HAHA.
i went home after getting off the bus while he went to wait for his 153. so that's our journey to the zoo! =D

28'11'08[friday]: can't remember what i did. but i think i stayed at home and played games with my younger brother since i don't have to go to work during these two weeks. cos the pizza hut's renovating! so happy.

29'11'08[saturday]: i suddenly realised that the spelling of saturday is quite alike that of saturn. LOL. not funny. ==
anyway, woke up first thing in the morning saw one sms from cheryl asking if i was free later on. hmm. she asked me to go for movies with her and her brother + huiting. the movies will be free cos her mother got some sort of vouchers i think. HAHA.
i pleaded with my mother to allow me to go since cheryl pleaded me. HAHAHA.
went to my belief place at 11plus and left at 2 to meet cheryl and huiting at orchard. saw cheryl's brother. kept laughing. don't know why. HAHA. i still remember how he looks like.
anyway, it was my first time going to the shaw cineplex. kind of strange. HAHA. watched the chihuahua show. very cute and rather touching. LALA.
after the movie, cheryl and her brother went home while me&huiting went to far east. it was my first time going to far east too. bought the shinlin chicken. i'm not going to buy that again. eat a little don't feel like eating already. LOL.
after eating, went to take 54 to sherlyn's house there for the bbq. didn't expect myself to go for the bbq. but since i went for the movies in the afternoon, then shunbian go for the bbq lor.
met cheryl&rachel when me&huiting reached.
after the booking all those, went to the bbq pit. noticed that there was 2 swings. me&cheryl got excited. but there were two people swinging at that time. then cheryl said it was KIDS. when we got nearer, we realised that they weren't kids. they were jenell and alice. lame.
went swinging after that and swang so high up. I LOVE SWINGS! HAHA. bbq-ed a few things.
it was the first time i ate a bbq-ed chicken wing. i hate to eat chicken wings outside cos i don't like to dirty my hands. but since cheryl got the chicken wing for me, i tried eating it, but with tissue paper. and after eating it, i made a conclusion- bbq-ed chicken wings are delicious! =D
at around 9plus, huiting's parents came to fetch her and i lobang. many thanks to her parents or i don't know how to go home already. cos her house don't have straight bus to my house.
reached home at around 10 and bathed at 1040. slept at 11plus. =D
anyway, father arrived back in singapore that night. =DD

30'11'08[sunday]: went to hougang point with my family to have our lunch/dinner(i forgot). then, went to the ntuc and bought some things. hmm. after that went to serangoon gardens. parents was finding the citibank thingy. i also don't know why. then serangoon gardens don't have. so went to amk hub. the carpark outside state that there was 68parking slots. that's why my parents went in to the hub's carpark okay. but when we were inside, we realised that the carpark was full. how great, we were being cheated. HAHA. but i believed many were deceived as well.
went to the citibank thingy there. parents did don't know what. then went down to the basement, bought some food and we went back home. LALA.

01'12'08[monday]: yesterday! peixian's back from gentings with her parents and boyfriend. must have enjoyed herself. HAHAHA. before going for gentings, she said that she will buy presents for me! hope that she did!
stayed at home, played computer games with my younger brother cos he pestered me and claimed that i owe him 3plays. LOL. and his 1play is like 1hour plus. == and till now, i still owe him 1play. ==
parents said that we might be going to malaysia! GREAT! i have never been there before! okay la, my mother said that i've been there when i was 2years old. == but still must see whether got the tours package or not. LALA.
at night, went to grandma's house. watched little nonya.

TODAY! FINALLY! woke up at 9plus. ate ham + bread since i was lazy to go downstairs to buy breakfast. HAHA. and later i'm going to my parents' country club! going to bring my photo if i still remember to make the card for the junior member! the person asked me to fax it there that time but i was lazy, so dragged till now. HAHA. perhaps going to gym the suana later on ba! or perhaps pool and bowling. HOHO. shall see first ba!

that's all for today's blogging! for people who read my whole post, i salude you! cos i wouldn't have read it. HAHA. that's it! BYEBYE! =D

2008-11-26T20:44:00.001+08:00

okay, ZOO shall be it.

2008-11-26T20:35:00.001+08:00

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?
should i go to the zoo or birdpark?

2008-11-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

HERE I AM! feeling HIGH & ENERGETIC as ever. =D

21st november, friday. i think i went to hougang mall with my mother & my younger brother. went to the arcade and played cos my bro INSISTED and was making a din. kanasai.
after that, went to the fairprice, bought some things and i went to FOUR SEASONS to buy the pastries! =D DELICIOUS!
AFTER THAT, went to the arcade again. it's super stupid okay. cos my bro was there chao-ing. make till my mother&i cannot tolerate.

22nd november, saturday. my younger bro's birthday! happy birthday to that little BABY! HAHAHAHA. he's eight this year. =D
anyway, woke up at 6.50 and lied on bed till 7.10. got up, washed up, take the long walk to the bus stop to wait for 133 to go to SCHOOL. arrived at school at 8.06. went to council room. only kyaw & baohui was there. then i was feeling so puzzled can. how come only so few people. then after that i found out that baohui told me the WRONG TIME. ít's supposed to be 8.45! THAT BOZO. HAHAHA~
went to collect my birthday present from cheryl and went back to the council room after that.
after that, went to change after awhile, into that white long sleeve shirt & stockings. ==
wore TIE & BLAZER & COURT(don't know spell correct or not) SHOES after that. I TELL YOU, IT'S SO SUPER HOT CAN.
then somemore when cheryl & joanna see me, they LAUGHED at me! how could they! ATROCIOUS!
my duty was the receptionist and the reception table is under that SUPER HOT SUN. but we shifted away from it after that la. or i'd have fainted from heat stroke.
anyway, didn't expect myself to go to school for the open house, until the BAOHUI called and asked me. WELL, being a kind person, i will help. HOHO.
went to buy drink since there weren't any. then when i went back to the reception table, the person brought a box of mineral water. ==
ushered around 5-6people yesterday around the school. ushering the first family took me around 1hour. LOL. then the rest i don't know. HAHAHA. was watching the performances in the foyer, WITHOUT the sun. =D
went for lunch in council room at around 1240. there was chicken + veggies + rice. sound so nice right? but the chicken & veggies was little till~, and the rice was a lot till~ then somemore i don't eat veggies. gave the veggies to vanessa since she wanted. HAHAHA.
went back to the reception table with wanqing after eating.
continued giving out the brochures, blahblah.

then, mr ong asked me to deliver the food to the security guards. so i did. WELL, GUAI RIGHT! =D
after that went to chat with ms yeo for awhile. she talked to me about many stuffs, made me realise many things. YOUR WORDS ARE STILL IN MY MIND OKAY, MY BELOVED MS YEO! =D then the BAOHUI came and interrupted our conversation. it's always him lor. ==

THEN, at around 3plus, my younger brother called. asked me faster go home so we can go to compass point to celebrate his birthday. HAHAHA. so at around 3.30, went back to council room, changed in there and went back home!

at 5plus, went out with my mother and my two brothers to compass point. you know why my younger brother like to go there so much? cos has his FAVOURITE arcade there. == and he spent like 40bucks. I TELL YOU, he's simply WASTING MONEY. i rather my mother put that amount of $ into my bank. and after 10years, the interest will add up to at least $1. HAHAHA. sound so cheapskate. LALA.
then before leaving the arcade, my brother went to trade the points he has gained from playing SO MANY games to a remote-control car. now he has left 1000plus points in his card. his card is somemore upgrade de leh. GOLD card. that guy. ==
i pulled my mother to FOUR SEASONS again! bought the pastries! =D LALALA!

today! in the morning slept till 11. nowadays slept very late, then wake up also very late. so unhealthy. must start training myself to sleep and wake up early already.
went to my belief place in the afternoon. got open house. HAHA.
my brothers & i went to the don't know what room and used the don't know what to build a house. so nice. took some photos. shall upload next time if i'm in the mood. HAHA. say till photos, i that time say go japan de photos want to upload, from february until now also haven't upload. HAHAHA. ANYWAY, not going to upload already. really lazy. i miss japan's ice-cream! =D

* i'm waiting for my father to come back to singapore. so long never see him already. == and another reason is cos he MUST fix the punctured tyre of the car, or i will have a hard time walking and taking mrt to buy food for my family! HAHA. i sound so spoilt. WELL.

i've been packing my table for a few weeks already! GOD. i have to complete it by TOMORROW. so many things to pack. dump so many things to recycle too. HAHA. from primary five till secondary two's things. I DUMPED ALL THOSE THAT CAN BE DUMPED!

christmas' coming! i'll try pestering my cousins or my parents to bring me to see the christmas tree! or nobody would bring me already! HAHAHA. i miss my cousins too! they have to treat me to something the next time they see me! =D

that's it! i'm helping my mother to print some things then bringing my younger brother to sleep. these few weeks have been sleeping in the same room as my mother & younger brother. but i slept on the queen size bed then my mother and bro slept on the normal size bed each. HAHAHA!

2008-11-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

i remembered what i did on sunday! i went out with peixian to kovan to check our work schedule the next day in the afternoon! then.. went to eat the italian ice-cream(wasn't on friday)! =D

and just two days ago, tuesday! i remembered i went to school to help clean up the council room since it was messy&dirty after the camp. went to sweep, didn't do the mopping. xingjie did. not many turned up. only xingjie, jenson, me and kareen who turned up for awhile and went off cos of her uniform group training. so, reached there at around 1030, left school at 12.
saw chiachin the first time i stepped into the school. LOL. said hello and said a few words and BYEBYE.
after that saw SHIQUAN. he gave me those stares. i STARED at him back. i know he misses JIAQING. HOHOHO.
after that when i went to find the mop, saw andy. he asked about my work. then i was like thinking, "he knows that i'm working?" perhaps i told him ba. but i forgotten anyway. HAHAHA.
xingjie knows i'm working too. but i'm QUITE sure that i didn't told her i work. LOL.

today. went out with peixian to amk kbox. sang for many hours. laughed through the whole singing. realised that i didn't choose any of 费玉清's songs. WELL. i don't really know how to sing his songs. HAHAHA. but he's still my IDOL! =D
reached home at around 6plus. mother was cooking, so i went to take the food and ate. HAHAHAHA. then my mother was like saying saying saying. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
then just now, i ate MOCHIS with my brothers. my younger brother's a glutton. == he ate SEVEN out of the FIFTEEN, while me&my elder brother ate FOUR each. HAHAHA.

WELLWELLWELL, peixian is happy again today! patched back with her boyfriend. HAHAHA. wish them all the best k! i love you too, my darling! MUACKX! =D

my RIGHT EYE have been ITCHY from MONDAY till NOW. ATROCIOUS.

Rule 1 : People who have tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending other people.

i've been tagged by huiting to do this quiz. ==

1. What is your CCA ?
track, council, art
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?
HOHOHO. who knows? it's about the FEEL.
3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
OF COURSE! i LOVE studying.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?
give my parents half of it and spend the rest on food & disneylands!
5.Will you fall in love with your best friend ?
crazy.
6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved?
OO. i'd prefer BEING LOVED. =DD
7. List out your favourite band.
i don't know you know.
8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do ?
WELL, that's a good question. just sad lor. HAHAHAHAHA.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
YES! FOOD, especially ICE-CREAM.
10. What makes you angry ?
my younger brother jumping onto my bed every morning, waking me up. ==
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
still studying!
12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?
my parents, my grandparents, my BROTHERS, my BELOVED cousins and ALL my DEAR BESTIES! =DDD
13. What is the most important thing in your life ?
HAPPINESS!
14. Would your rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
YAWN. see who is the person i'm marrying to first.
15. What is your favourite colour ?
i like black&white. but pink and blue is not too bad too. =D
16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
see if i really like that guy or not lor.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
the one who like me lor. but where got so easy fall in love one? rubbish.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has ?
forgive, yes. forget, i don't know. depends on how many things i have to remember.
19. What do you want to tell the person you like ?
LIKE ME TOO! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
20. Which country you would like to go ?
i want to go to travel to whatever country that have DELICIOUS ice-cream! =D

The 5 people i WILL tag :
i'm lazy to tag! anyone interested to do just do ba! JIAYOU! it's kinda tedious. =D

I LOVE YOU GUYS!
i'm going offline already. my mother have been nagging at me to pack my table!
i need to SLEEP!
GOODNIGHT!
MISS ME PEOPLE!

* CHRISTMAS' COMING! DON'T BE NAUGHTY, OR SANTA WON'T GIVE YOU ANY PRESENTS!

LAME. ==

2008-11-19T18:58:00.005+08:00

monday[10'11'08]: went to work. that's all i remembered.
tuesday[11'11'08]: didn't went for work. went to meet peixian in central since she pestered me CONTINUOUSLY and cos she was upset despite my table was only 5% packed. WELL WELL.
accompanied her to macdonalds to have her lunch, then went to the bookstore.
i was buying some stuffs for my friends' birthday. then she was there shouting&screaming say i must buy for her. then everyone who walked past was like looking at us. that toot. == feel so embarrassed when i go out with her. HAHAHA.
after that, we went to buy DONUTS before going back to her house.
upon reaching her house, we were like talking, laughing. so lame. ==
THEN, her father came back. he was like nagging peixian about some usual stuffs and i was like there laughing. HOHOHO.
when i reached home, i rushed to bathe upon hearing that we will be going for buffet. HAHAHA. went to don't know which hotel to have our buffet. the food there was rather nice. =D and it was the FIRST time i tried yam bun. LALA.
ate 10scoops of ice-cream there. =D
wednesday[12'11'08]: at around 5plus in the morning, i woke up from my sleep. my gastrics hurt so much that it was impossible for me to sleep. WELL, i went to the washroom at around 6plus in the morning and vomitted. felt so terrible. after that, went to sleep again.
at around 7plus, i woke up again. cos of the same reason. idiot. == then went to the washroom again. felt so much weaker and my gastrics hurt even more. i was like sitting, leaning on my bathroom door. don't even have the STRENGTH to wake up. that period of time was like HELL.
at around 11am, i went for work after having a struggle of should i go or not.
well, i worked till 1pm then cannot tolerate and went home. the pain was SO pricking. went home to catch some sleep and realised that i was having a fever. HOHO.
slept from 1plus all the way to 7plus. lucky my younger brother was in school. or i would die having him at home to pester me. HAHAHA.

thursday[13'11'08]: went to visit my grandmother in the hospital with my mother. took the mrt from serangoon to outram park where the hospital is located.
crapped with my mother on the way and i was like laughing continuously. held my mother's hands while we walk and chat. HAHAHA. so fun.
when we reached the hospital, went to have our lunch.
a malay woman was nice enough to share the place with my mother&i, or we wouldn't have any place to sit. after that realised that she was a maid of somebody else. but she's a nice person. HAHA.
after that, went to the ward to look for my grandmother. she was looking a lot better and more cheerful. i went to hold her hand and chatted with her for awhile.
THEN, took the mrt down to hougang and went shopping for awhile. my mother bought a shirt while i bought 3pairs of school socks. not much shopping though. ==
went to buy some food back for dinner and we went home! =D

friday[14'11'08]: well, this day meant a lot to me. cos last year on this date, something so unexpected and hurtful happened.
anyway, went for work. my gastric still hurts. but well, HAHA. it's okay. =D i think i broke 2-3glasses that day. sad man. HAHA. and i think i ate the italian ice-cream that day too! YUMMY! =D

saturday, sunday: i don't remember what i did. =D

monday[17'11'08]: lester's birthday! so wish him a happy birthday! although he's in thailand now, and i haven't got to see him for a LONG LONG time, but he's still a good friend of mine when he's in sing! MOREOVER, he said he's gona treat me to SWENSEN'S the next time he comes to sing! ICE-CREAM! =D LALALA!

tuesday[18'11'08]: yesterday. grandpa's one month death anniversary.
stayed at home. didn't really go anywhere.
only at night then i went to compass point with my mother and younger brother to have our dinner. my brother went to the arcade and spent more than 20bucks.
went to buy the puffs and cakes in four season and the meal in burger king for my elder brother before going home.
and when we were going home, my younger brother was shouting all the way, and everybody was looking at him. shame shame. my mother&i ignored him and we just took the mrt home. and he stopped shouting when we were in the mrt. HAHAHAHA.

today! FINALLY! ate my breakfast! first time i ate CHERRY in my 14years of life! it actually tasted sweet! =D
went for work. last day of working there for two weeks since it's closing for renovation tomorrow. and next week i will be going to angmokio's pizza hut and work until the renovation is over. tedious. sian.
after work today, i went to make my own pizza! first time ok! HAHAHA. and it turned out to be so pretty! =D HAHAHA. LALA. went to hougang mall to eat pepper lunch after that. it's the FIRST time i ate there, and i realised their food is TASTY too! =D i'll be going there again! =D
anyway, something BIG happened to peixian today. and she's VERY upset about it. i was trying my best to comfort her and make her laugh, and she did. stay strong yeah, my friend. =D

* i'm chomping the puffs i've bought from four seasons today. YUMMY! =D
i've never expected myself to be still thinking of you until now. why, why do i feel upset whenever i thought of you? it has been more than a year you know. although we've only been together for one month that time, all the memories you've given to me are still left intact in my head. God, can you tell me why do i feel so much for him? i've to learn to let go of you entirely, and not deceive myself by telling myself that i've already let go of you.

2008-11-10T17:47:00.003+08:00

爷爷，又想起您了。怎么回事，突然间，有好多好多的话想对您说。
还记得以前小时候，我要什么您都买给我什么。
做什么东西之前，都会考虑到我，
做什么东西时，都会有想要保护我的念头。
您对我那么好，我却连在您去世前的最后一面也见不到。
我到底是怎么当您的孙女，一点也不会珍惜您。
我很后悔，但我知道后悔一点用也没有。
人总是这样，等人走了后才会后悔。
爷爷，您知道吗？我已经好久好久没和您说话了，
至少五年了。您这五年过得好辛苦，我知道。
虽然我不知道你当时还记不记得我是您的孙女，
但我想让您知道，您是我最棒的爷爷，
我永远永远都不可能会忘记您，
虽然您不能像以前那样安慰我，哄我开心，
但我知道，您会一直守护着我，像以前那样保护我。
爷爷，您已离开了二十四天了，但您一直会活在我心中。
您那慈祥的样子，我不会忘记，
我答应您，我会好好读书，天天都开开心心的，一定不会辜负您，
所以请您安心。
最后，相对您说，我亲爱的爷爷，我爱您和对不起。

2008-11-09T20:46:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i'm here again! =D

today, i went out with my biaojie. my brother didn't have the mood to go out, so left me&my biaojie. HAHA. we met at serangoon mrt. i was late for 15min. HAHAHA. sorry la my beloved biaojie! =D
we walked to the bus interchange and think about where we should go. finally decided to go to vivo. we took 100 there (we went to chase the bus ==). crapped all the way there. HAHAHA. went to the gv there. found that there were NOT MUCH movies we can watch, so we didn't watch any.
then, we went to the page one shop and see see. bought a notebook each which cost each of us $3.50. kind of expensive but it's nice. HAHA. we planned to use it to buy books. actually planned to buy notebooks for tzuchun, cheryl, huiting & jengyih and write something inside then just give it to them for birthday presents plus some other things la of course. but like i can't find anything suitable, so was like, "forget it." HAHAHA.
after that, went to stores like minitoons, action city and mu-ee to see. didn't buy anything. YAWN. we went to walk back and forth to find the thirty-seven degrees shop. HAHAHA. it wasn't my fault man. it was cos my biaojie wanted to buy a pencil case.
but after going to so many shops, she didn't want to buy. cos expensive. =D

THEN, we went downstairs to buy some snacks. we took the wrong escalators down which led us to the carparks instead of the shops. == so walked up & down. HAHAHA. we walked for so long that my biaojie accused me, saying, "why do i feel so stupid when i'm with you? oh my god. your stupidity is contagious." then i was like laughing laughing and laughing. it's her honour to be able to go out with me ok. LALA.
so FINALLY, we took the CORRECT escalator. HAHAHA. after buying those food, we went up to the escalator again to take bus back.
but don't know why, i suddenly feel like eating ice-cream. so i pestered my biaojie to accompany me to buy ice-cream. pester till she felt like eating too. =D SO, we went up to the ben's & jerry's. realised that it was so expensive. HAHAHA. then decided on going down to the basement to buy the ice-cream. HAHAHA. we had a hard time finding the right escalator again. well, it wasn't my fault. but my stupid biaojie says it's cos of stupidity that spread to her. NO ok. í ALWAYS believed that i'm NOT stupid. HAHAHA.
went to buy the 3scoops ice-cream which cost $5.50. my biaojie treated. so nice of her right.
i found out that actually she love me a lot too. she left the big big chocolate for me to eat instead of eating it herself. =D
after eating, we went to take the bus.
in the bus, there was a uncle who suddenly shouted, "BOTAK EH. DIAM LEH! TALK TALK TALK. SO NOISY. LATER MEET WITH A CAR ACCIDENT HOW, HUH?!" he shouted so loudly that the people in the whole bus suddenly turned quiet and turned to look at him. then me&my biaojie was like "??". HAHAHA. the malay woman who was sitting beside me looked at me and laughed. so i laughed too. HAHAHA.
after that, the uncle's phone ringed so loudly that everybody, AGAIN, turned to look at him. ==
i was so tired during the bus journey that i lied on my biaojie's shoulder while she's reading through her notes. so hardworking right. YAWN. HAHAHA.

yesterday, i went to work with peixian. treated her minimelts cos i didn't go for work the day before and left her alone. win liao lor. HAHAHA.
manager suddenly changed our shifts to 10pm instead of 9pm. idiot. so we have to stay till 10plus. toot. but nevermind la, we took food back. =D
after i alighted the mrt with peixian and walked separate ways with her, i went to call shaojie cos it was so dark and i'm afraid. HAHAHA. then he was like saying he know that i called him won't be any good thing when i told him the reason why i called him. idiot. but anyway, he accompanied me to talk till i reached home. HAHAHA. so thanks la! =D

the days before, friday. the streaming results was out! HAHAHA. we 2/1 people arranged and went back to school at around 2plus. LOL. reached there that time saw vannyssa, huiting, chiachin they all. so went next to them to see who got in the same class as me. HAHAHA. i took away chiachin's watch and played with it.
after that, accompanied serena to the washroom to hide since she want to pon that don't know what health excursion. HAHAHA.
when i came out of the washroom, i saw that stupid chiachin looking at MY ez-link card and LAUGHING. how mean. that godo. idiot.
we waited for a LONG time for jengyih's arrival since he had training. == HAHA.
after that, vanny they all decide to watch a movie. i didn't want to go initially cos i have to work at 5. but since vanny's leaving for indonesia the next day and moreover, she's treating, i called my manager and tell him that i won't be able to go for work. HAHAHA.
we wanted to watch high school musical but it was too late. so have to watch lakeview terrace. I TELL YOU, THE GUY INSIDE IS SO IDIOTIC. I FEEL LIKE GIVING HIM TWO TIGHT SLAPS. HAHAHAHA.
so that's the FOURTH movie i watched that week. =D

after watching, went to the foodcourt to have our dinner. ate the chicken with rice, i don't know call what. LOL.
after that, chit-chatted for awhile and we went home! HAHAHA. that's all! =D

* i love my biaojie. but i would love her more if she hadn't watched high school musical with my biaoge after telling me that she would watch it with my brother, my biaoge and myself. cheat my feelings. HEH.

who wants to accompany me to watch high school musical? sad.

** to gohshaojie: HAHAHA. i don't know if you would see this, but WELL. you deserve to be sick. HAHAHA. but anyway, get well soon yeah. so that next week you would be energetic enough to take your papers! jiayou ba! don't say i not good. HAHAHAHA.

I STILL CAN'T BEAR TO LEAVE THIS CLASS.
WHY GOD, WHY MUST I LEAVE THEM.
I JUST GOT TO KNOW THEIR GOOD POINTS AND FINALLY FEEL THE WARMTH WHEN I'M WITH THEM.
AND NOW, I'VE TO LEAVE THIS BUNCH OF GOOD FRIENDS.
I LOVE THEM YOU KNOW. I REALLY DO.
SO CAN I NOT LEAVE THEM?
OR COULD YOU JUST GRANT US MORE TIME TO BE TOGETHER?
I HOPE NOTHING WILL CHANGE AFTER THIS YEAR, WHEN MOST OF US ARE SEPARATED.
IT'S A PITY THAT WE ONLY REALISED EACH OTHER'S IMPORTANCE NOW.
BUT IT'S ALWAYS BETTER LATE THAN NEVER.
SNIFF. I LOVE YOU GUYS. =)

2008-11-06T22:42:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA. i'm back! HOHO. i feel that i'm so ACTIVE in blogging these days. not bad!

well, i realised that i've not changed the background of my blog for almost a YEAR. HAHAHA. lazy go and find. i shall give myself a target. I SHALL CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN BY CHRISTMAS. MAYBE NEW YEAR LA HOR. HAHAHA.
uploading the "undiscovered" that jengyih sent me into imeem now since he said that i lied to him about not putting that song into my blog. WELL, i'm lazy. HAHAHA. that stupid song. read the lyrics a few days back and i went on laughing for the whole night. THANKS TO TANJENGYIH, THAT HOUSEMAN. ==

TODAY! went out with vannyssa, serena, sherlyn, jengyih & chiachin for the movies. when i reach amk hub, i went to buy waterchestnut drink(don't ever think of that ALLSWELL advertisment like how jengyih did ok! ==). took the lift up to the 3rd floor. í didn't went up to the 4th floor even though i pressed the 4th storey button in the lift since everybody went out of the lift when it reaches 3rd floor. HAHAHA. saw only jengyih & chiachin there.
that stupid chiachin see me kept saying i auntie. he then uncle, that idiot. his slippers was so BIG for him ok. when i went to try on his slippers, it's like 4/3 of my leg. HAHAHA.
so, we went to buy the tickets while waiting for the others and guess what?! that jengyih went to queue in the popcorn queue. == luckily chiachin realised. or we would make a fool of ourselves. ==
anyway, went to watch coffin. I TELL YOU, IT'S RATHER SCARY, BUT IT ISN'T AS SCARY AS YOU THINK IT IS. == i kept nudging chiachin who's sitting beside me. he shouted during some of the scenes which made me shout as well. so we were like shouting in the theatre while chewing on the nachos that chiachin bought. HAHAHA.
after watching coffin, chiachin left and we went to the food court to have our lunch. hmm. WELL, i made a mistake by telling them that the next high school musical show was at 4.10 after the one in 3.35. HAHAHA. serena they all thought it was jengyih who said it so went to scold him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
so instead, we went to watch something of solemn the show, i forgot what. HAHAHA. i don't really understand what the story means. i only know that it's a action packed movie, like guns shooting here and there and cars speeding here and there, chasing one another. HAHA.
after watching that show, went to the food court again. the rest bought something except for me. WELL, i've to eat my dinner with my family, or my mother will scold, saying that i'm very rich. HAHAHA.
we chit chatted for awhile after they finished their food, leaving a bowl of ice kacang. HAHAHA. they left jellies swimming in the water so i went to eat it. don't waste food ok! LALA. and that HOUSEMAN went to remind me of FROGS, saying "careful that there aren't any tadpoles inside". that godo. HAHAHA.
after that, we all went home! i stopped by a coffeeshop and meet my family for dinner and after dinner, we came home. and when we came home, i went to bathe and tutored my younger brother. == that irritating guy who wakes me up EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL EARLY IN THE MORNING. GOD.

HAHAHA. that's about it. tomorrow i've to go to work. so boring! HAHA. i'm NOT going to eat any baked rice! =D
tomorrow is also the day where our streaming results are out! WOOHOO. i'm not excited. == HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. not funny. i don't know what am i talking. HAHAHAHA. anyway, that's about it!

I LOVE 2/1'08! =D

IF ALL HAD GONE WELL,

YESTERDAY WOULD HAVE BEEN OUR 8TH MONTH BEING TOGETHER.

I DON'T BLAME YOU FOR EVERYTHING,

BUT I HOPE YOU CAN GET YOURSELF TOGETHER,

AND STUDY HARD FOR YOUR CURRENT EXAMINATIONS.

ALTHOUGH MY FEELINGS FOR YOU HAD LONG AGO BEEN GONE,

BECAUSE OF THE MANY MANY THINGS THAT HAPPENED,

I BELIEVE THAT WE ARE STILL FRIENDS.

SO, I HOPE THAT YOU CAN WORK HARD FROM NOW ONWARDS,

AND NOT DISAPPOINT YOUR PARENTS,

INSTEAD OF DISLIKING THEM.

FACE UP TO EVERYTHING AND ADMIT YOUR WRONGS,

THINK POSITIVELY AND NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYTHING.

YOU WILL THEN FIND YOURSELF HAPPIER AND LUCKIER.

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST,

BUT I'M NOT WORTH YOU CLINGING ONTO,

ONCE AGAIN, I'M SORRY.

2008-11-05T19:22:00.002+08:00

WELL WELL WELL! i'm so tired. didn't slept well the past 2days. so tired.
last night didn't sleep cos my leg HURT so much. made till i almost cried. idiot. 想当年，i'll cry in the middle of the night if i'm being woken up by the aching of my legs till i fell asleep again. HAHAHA.

LALA. today, i went for work. break for awhile since there not even a single customer. crapped with peixian & maggie, and maggie&me(not the show ok!) were like suan-ing peixian about not studying in higher mother tongue. peixian tried to argue her point but TOO BAD! LALA. HOHOHO.
ate baked rice after i finished working. OMG. I, KONGXINGHUI SWEAR THAT I'M NOT GOING TO EAT PIZZA HUT'S BAKED RICE EVER AGAIN.
okay la, not say tasted very bad. i ate the first few spoons feel that quite nice la. but as i ate more&more, i feel like puking. since i'm a good girl who do not like wasting food, i STRIVE to finish every grain of the rice found on that plate. the last 2spoons i finished them with water. i just swallow the WHOLE THING since i already felt like VOMITING. OH MY GOD.
i think i've won the "cleanest finishED baked rice in pizza hut" award. now i know why i've NEVER seen people finished eating the baked rice in pizza hut after my long experience in pizza hut for 1month. GODGOD.
i went to buy the drumlets after finishing eating the baked rice. i paid the price for 4pieces + staff discount, and i got 2more drumlets. HOHO.

when i reached home, i saw my younger brother's arm were fully bandaged. he sprained a FINGER last saturday and went to the chinese physician a few days back. but cos my parents were worried, they brought him for X-ray. LOL. play la he. think he very cute. play till fractured his finger. HAHAHA

anyway, i'm going to have my dinner even though i'm VERY full! if not my mother will scold again. HAHAHA.

hope that i can go for movies with my class they all tomorrow. LALA!

2008-11-04T19:25:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY REMEMBERED WHAT I WANT TO SAY! =D
so HERE I AM!

on friday, went to one of the restaurant in beach road to have DIM SUM! OO. i LOVE HARGOW (the steamed prawn dumplings). HOHOHO. ate till i was full. LALA. =D went with my whole family except for my younger brother cos he's in school and with my granduncle, uncle and aunts. LALA. apparently my pa paid the bill la. how could he let my granduncle pay right? HAHAHA.

i really cannot remember what i did on saturday and sunday, so forget it ok! HAHAHA.

as for yesterday, when i went out with siokteng for movie, we behaved like lesbians. =D we held hands or hook our arms together when we walk. OO. so loving right. HAHAHA~ of course the people who passed by us were like looking at us with BIG ROUND eyes. LALA.
in the movie theatre, since it was cold and teok brought a jacket with her, she shared it with me. so sweet right. =D my head got tired after awhile so i just lied on her shoulder.
now i remember what the movie is called. it's called 20th century boys. only 5people were in the theatres watching the movie. imagine that. it was even worst than that time me&teok went to watch "the 11th hour", some sort of global warming show, which had 13people. HAHAHA.

today, i went to work at 10plus. first time i see that peixian waiting for me at the mrt. it was the FIRST TIME ever she waited for me ok. HAHAHA.
went for work and laughed. smiled a lot during my work. so high, don't know why. was thinking of frogs, and that reminded me of chalet. LALA. BUT! i kept making mistakes when i was taking orders. kept forgetting to key in certain things. HAHA. sorry to those customers and thank you because you all didn't lodge a complain on me! HAHAHA.

last night can't sleep. was rolling on my bed until 1plus in the morning, till i felt afraid since i thought of all THOSE scary things. HAHA. so, i went to my parent's room whom were being woken up by me. i went to sleep between my pa and my ma. HAHAHA. and i fell asleep at around 2plus.

NOW! i'm going to have my dinner. i didn't have my lunch. == can DIE man. only ate one PIECE of pizza when i reached home instead of eating the WHOLE pizza since my mother told me that she will scold if i cannot eat dinner later. == anyway, i told the guy to add more toppings for my pizza, so the pizza ended up weighing quite a lot compared to usual. HAHAHA.

okay, that's all for now! i'm OFF for my dinner! =D

2008-11-03T21:46:00.006+08:00

WELL WELL WELL! i've nothing to do, and that jengyih asked me to blog. == so, i'm here to blog! HAHAHA.
these few days i've been thinking about many many things. think till i.. LOL. don't know. i feel so crappy. GOD.

today. i went out with siokteng for a movie, i forgot what, very lazy to check anyway. i only remembered it's a jap show. quite nice although it's kinda stupid. HAHAHA.
after finished watching the movie, went to have our lunch and went back to j8 walk walk, then went home at 4plus since we have nowhere to go.
that teok was talking about 棒棒堂 when we were in the bus. telling me that they will be coming to singapore. == i've no feeling for them so just "orh" all the way when she tell me about them. LOL.

i suddenly forgotten what i want to say. HAHAHA.

well, anyway, my most terrible experience during the chalet was falling down because a frog climbed ONTO ME cos that IDIOT JENGYIH is still making fun of that incident UNTIL NOW. ==
and today, i went to have frog for dinner. HAHAHA.

LALALA. i still remember last sunday i went out with tzuchun to shop at bugis, plaza and amkhub.

i really don't know what i can still say leh! i really forgotten about MANY MANY things. YAWN. nevermind. it's not the first time anyway. LALA.

oct 31 had the BIGGEST shock of my life. okay la, not BIGGEST. just neutral. LALA.
nov 1 had another shock.
well, i suddenly feel so guilty. WELL!

* i don't feel like going to work tomorrow. i feel like sleeping at home. so slackish. YAWN!

why do i feel so upset when you told me all that?

i seems to be comforting you now,

but inside me, i feel like crying.

ha.. i don't know.

it's like a kind of sadness tingling within me.

what should i do?

i know, they are nice people.

why am i even caring so much?

but.. forget it.

you got to cheer up, xinghui.

2008-10-31T17:33:00.002+08:00

i suddenly felt like posting.. so here i am! =D

today, woke up at around 5.30 in the morning by my alarm and tzuchun's morning call. HAHA. asked her to accompany me to talk while i brush my teeth and change my clothes since it's still so dark outside. HAHA.
THEN, at around 6.15, went downstairs to wait for tzuchun's taxi while chatting with tzuchun. the taxi arrived at my house at 6.26 and i went to sit in it. LOL.
reached the airport at 6.50. waited for tzuchun to check in and we went for breakfast at the foodcourt together. she treated me noodles, SURPRISINGLY. HAHA.
at around 7.35, bid farewell to her and suddenly felt a tinge of sadness in me. it's kind of sad seeing my goodfriend go you know. i have been saying too many "byebye"s recently and i don't like that.
just wanted to let her know that, she is my goodfriend now, and she will be always. i love her, and come back soon yeah? i will miss you. HAHA.
anyway, after bidding farewell, went to look for the mrt. took the skytrain from terminal 1 to terminal 3 and i slept in the mrt all the way. was too tired. didn't have sufficient rest these few days. HAHA.

hm.. just now, went to a restaurant in beach road to have dimsum & seafood. YUMMY! =D hope to eat dimsum more often, especially the HARGOW! LALA.

so now, nothing to do. and.. that's the end of my post for today! =D

didn't expected you to be so ungentleman.

you don't even realise your own mistakes, till now.

and you still can blame me for everything.

i have nothing more to say to you if you continue being like this.

2008-10-30T13:40:00.002+08:00

i shall blog about the chalet since my mind is still fresh.

day 1 of the chalet [28'10'08]: it's dingyuan's birthday. HAHA. so happy birthday to him first.
hm. the chalet. met jengyih they all at the pasir ris mrt with jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee. was hoping to catch the 3.15 shuttle bus, but apparently, we missed it and have to walk there. jiaqing&ghakhee cannot tahan, so asked me&tzuchun to take taxi. HAHA. after much persuasion, we agreed and took a taxi to the chalet although it was just a 15min walk, helping joanna take her bag and the pot. ==
after resting for awhile after we reached, me, jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee went to rent the bicycle. since i do not know how to ride, i was given the 2-person bike, with the 3 of them taking turns to ride with me. HAHAHA. how embarrassing.
after half an hour, we went back to the chalet, passing the bicycles to joanna & serena since we didn't felt like riding anymore, helping out with the bbq. bbq-ed until about 9plus, 10 then stopped.
went to help clear the rubbish and took the things to the kitchen to wash. luckily jengyih was there to help, or i think i would puke while washing the dishes as there were NO sponges for us to wash and we had to use our hands to get the debris off the dishes. god. went to watch tv afterwards and went to bathe. since me, jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee were in the same room, we opened the door while we were bathing since we were afraid. BUT! we didn't see each other okay! we aren't perverts or lesbians. HAHAHA.

29'10'08, 2nd day of the chalet, time = 00:00 : [wenan's birthday] went up to the other girls' room after finish bathing and played poker cards. god. i lost $$. HAHA. then, ended up watching movie.
at around 4.30 in the morning, we went to the beach to watch the sunrise. i fell down, kneeling on the ground when i saw a frog which climbed onto me when i ran. god. ended up with bruises and scratch marks.
anyway, was hoping for a beautiful view while all of us gathered to talk about our class, until all the religious stuffs and the end of the world in the beach. HOWEVER, we didn't see any sun rising even until 7. that's sad right. LOL. BUT! it was the first time i stayed through the night. HAHAHAHAHA!
the rest left after awhile then me, jengyih, jiaqing & serena stayed while listening to jengyih's ghost stories. it sounds interesting although it was a little scary. HAHAHA.
went back to the terrace after finish listening and slept until 10.15. i went out at around 10.30 for work and came back at 4plus. didn't felt like going to work yesterday. sad.

when i came back, saw ms yeo, chiachin & yichou. HAHA. so cute right. rested for awhile and then went to help out with the bbq. after that, went to play mahjong with jengyih, vannyssa & kareen. vannyssa left the game after a few rounds. then, later at night, we played with money and i won overall and was happy. =D HAHAHA.

after mahjong-ing, went to the pool and play. we wore our clothes and played. slided down the slide and splashed water at one another. it was fun, very.
was chased out of the pool by some uncle and we went to the basketball court to play waterbomb. the balloon just refuse to burst at the person i hit at. don't know why, sad. =P
after awhile, we went to the pool again, pulling yichou along. HAHA. hmm. when we came back, we saw that jengyih was gone. hai. HAHA. yichou left too after wearing his shoes.
so what is left is a whole bunch of girls: me, jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee, huiting, joanna, serena, vannyssa, kareen & sherlyn. we sat down at the bench and ate the jellies while chit-chatting. i was like oh my god when i heard some things. HAHA. received jengyih's sms and we all cried. well, it's like.. so sad. hai. after talking for a long time, we went to bathe.

30'10'08, last day of the chalet: after bathing, went up to the other girls' room and watch the nomad disc and a movie. HAHA. only me, tzuchun, joanna, vannyssa & kareen stayed up to watch finish the movie while the rest while snoring away. hm, after watching the movie, went to sleep until morning. was so tired that i didn't have the opportunity to think about those scary things which will prevent me from sleeping. HAHA.

in the morning at around 9.15, vannyssa woke us up as we have to check out before 10. washed & packed up our things and left the chalet. waited for the shuttle bus which will come at 10.55.
went to white sands mall to have breakfast. went to the food court since mac's breakfast time is over. )=
left at around 12 and reached home at 1.20. LOL. slept in the bus all the way since my cellphone's battery is flat. HAHA.

2years have passed,

from disliking this class till i felt impossible to forget this class.

this chalet, even though the whole class did not manage to come,

was truly memorable.

i really would not be able to forget all the memories we as a class had,

and the trials we went through as a class.

although we were often scolded by teachers,

we didn't give up and continued striving till our class weren't the last.

i truly appreciate every one of you,

and somehow wished that we can just stay this way next year and the next next year,

and all the years to come.

to those ppl who promised to keep in contact with me,

we really must okay?

next year, we must have a class chalet again, okay?

i love this class and all of you,

i really cannot bear to leave you guys.

once again, i love you people, and i mean it.

** if i were to make any mistakes in this post, so sorry okay. i don't feel like going through it again since it's SO LONG. HAHA.

2008-10-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

18'10'08
- this date, i would not forget, for it will always remain memorable for me.
such a thing that happened, i would not want to blame anyone for that.
furthermore, it has been so long, it's time my grandpa go.

我对您所留下的记忆很模糊，因为已有好几年没和您说话了。
您的声音，您的温暖，要不是这种事发生，我看，连自己都会忘了吧。
但我知道，无论如何，您还是很疼爱我的。
唯一遗憾的，就是那天因为工作，而没去医院探望您。
请您原谅我的糊涂，我其实真的很爱您，也真的真的非常地怀念您。
爷爷，对不起，谢谢，我爱你。

2008-10-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

it has been a long long while since i posted. not in the mood to post these days. hmm.

these days many things happened.
no more tuition, no more examinations, no more not being able to sleep at night. LOL.

basically was visiting my grandpa at the hospital yesterday and just now. has not seen him since september holidays and from then he has been in the hospital, even till now. well, shouldn't elaborate much on this since this is my family matter.
yesterday was upset after hearing some news from my mother and immediately tears came out like that.
i guess it's time. it has been more than 4years, i thought.

in the afternoon, went out with my beloved biaojie to watch a movie. crapped so much with her. went subway to eat, and realised that it's so expensive. so, i'm not going there anymore. HAHA.

today. stayed at home. practiced my right-hand writing and read some books like yesterday. nothing much to do though. didn't felt like going out with my friends nor will i be allow to even if i feel to.

slept early and woke up early these days, since i do not need to go to school. woke up like 8plus, 9plus then went out for breakfast with my parents. HAHAHA.

will be getting my results back on next tuesday. will i be feeling happy or upset when i receives my results? i do not know too.

anyway, tomorrow shall be going to the hospital again. so.. LALA! finished blogging for today!

2008-09-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

i've witnessed for myself the selfishness of people,
how they act it out.
perhaps they did not do it well, since what they felt in their hearts displayed on their faces.
well, i was rather disappointed and astonished by the way they do things.
have been telling myself all sorts of excuses when the past is like that.
looks like, i was not really wrong about what i've thought.
but well, everything should be over now.
let it go, xinghui.

2008-09-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

these few days there are a lot of studying to be done, but i'm feeling extremely lazy about it. was kind of slacking. i just did not felt like studying. i don't know why.

i have the sudden urge of blogging after not blogging for a few days. well, i'm feeling kind of moody now. haiyo. don't know what happened too. haiyo.

what has become of me?

why have i suddenly become so selfish&scary..

is it really as what he said, i've changed?

perhaps it's time for some reflection.

i feel really terrible right now.

have i come to a state whereby i don't even understand myself?

God, i need your guidance,

i need some hope in me.

i shouldn't be feeling so negative after promising myself that i would stay happy.

God, am i really a self-centred person?

am i only a person who don't care about other people's feelings?

please help me.

2008-09-16T18:12:00.002+08:00

í haven't been blogging for quite some time. hm. won't have the chance to blog if not for the homeecons. HAHA.

yesterday was on computer for 3hours doing the research on project work. found only a small part of information and mostly are parts that my friends told me.
moreover, i was scolded by my bro who needed to use the laptop as well. hence, i was very pekchek. thank you shaojie, jiaqing & hansen for cooling me down.

today. was extremely tired in school cos of sleeping late last night due to the PROJECT. totally disgusting.
collected the guides cookies today. ate more than 10 of it. now throat like a bit pain. LOL.

tomorrow, i'm going to have ORAL! HAHA. hmm. kind of.. HMM! i don't know if i'll be able to do well. WELL, i'm just going to try my best! =D

2008-09-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

hmhmhm. these few days have been peaceful i guess. i came online cos i've my homeecons to do. like shit. LOL. don't feel like doing. it's like so crap please. HAHA.
but WELL! i wouldn't get to blog if not for that. so.. i should cherish this opportunity as i'm always too lazy to come online during other days.

yesterday happened some not-so-happy de things. called shaojie. crapped with him for like 1hour plus. but thanks to him that i felt a lot better last night. so.. really must thank him lor! thanks man sister! =D

today's the FIRST DAY of term 4. how exciting. hmhm. getting back to school de feeling is only like.. "got holiday meh?" LOL.

after school went for lunch. was feeling quite despondent. but the feeling went away soon after i guess. hm. went to meet peixian for awhile since she sounded so sad. give face abit. HAHA.

anyway, this is ALL i want to say, i think. have to finish my homeecons soon and either go to study, sleep or watch tv. hopefully study ba! HAHA.

2008-09-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

godgodgod. i feel so tired. but today, i MUST post.
today, i went to jin en's house with huiting, joanna, serena, sherlyn & jengyih.
we were in his study room and his house is so damn big ok!
afterthat, we went to play some volleyball and most of the balls i hit went backwards, not forward. so i ended up running after the ball. =.=" so malu please.
went back to the study room to study. studied history with joanna. HAHA. and.. vannyssa arrived in a taxi. WOW. hm. we stopped doing after awhile and went downstairs to have lunch. hmm. the whole pile of seaweed chicken was gone after we warmed the seats with our butts. HAHA.

left with huiting at about 1plus to take 88 back to amk/bishan that area. crapped on the way and she told me something today! HAHAHAHAHA~

so that's it for today!

hmm. this holiday.. wasn't a very relaxing one. but nonetheless, i think i enjoyed it. i've no choice but to enjoy it right?
yesterday's the 5hours tuition. tomorrow's another 5hours tuition. monday didn't go cos need to go back to school for iap. today never go cos today don't have. so.. TIRED! but must continue jiayou-ing ba xinghui. i believe you can do it. GO! =D

2008-08-31T00:07:00.003+08:00

since i've been asked by my ma to come online to check something, i might as well use this opportunity to blog since i know i won't be blogging very often nowadays.

wed [27'08'08]: i think i went for art, did i? i think i did. and that was the gathering right? i think so.
crapped a lot with shiquan & weijie, together with jiaqing. HAHAHA.

thu [28'08'08]: crapped around with chiachin, andy, zhihong & yichou they all. ran around in class during recess with jiaqing. found ourselves so childish. LOL.
went straight home after school. went out again to meet jiaqing at boonkeng. and kanasai. she's late. everytime like that. HAHA.
after that, went for the course. the teacher said i improved. so.. quite happy.
practiced for awhile with jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee before leaving that place to meet my another friend.
reached home at around 7.

fri [29'08'08]: thank God it rained, and i need not run. thank you thank you. =D
it was teachers' day celebrations! =D
me&yunrou was supposed to go around sec1 classes, taking photos of individuals who dressed uniquely.
when our task was done, i went back to class, sitting next to jiaqing in the parade square to watch the performances. =D
unfortunately, it rained after that. went to the hall. when our class went up for the push-up challenge, me, jiaqing, chiachin we all were like cheering for zhihong they all who were up there. even though our class didn't have the best result, but i still feel very proud of them! HAHA. =D

went to give ms yeo a card after everything ended and she was the only teacher who received a present from me this year. took photos with her too, and she gave each of us 2 ferrero rocher. i didn't spell it correctly. hm. =D as for the two other cards i made was for mr lian & ms chua, my pri school hcl teacher. =D
after school, went to chat with ms yeo. then parted with jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee. they went to don't know where, while i went back to my pri school to meet siokteng, vivien they all. =D
missed 133 despite that i tried running after it. so malu. but who cares. HAHA.

upon reaching my pri school, many people were standing outside the gate since we weren't allowed in until 1.30. saw siokteng they all. crapped with siokteng, vivien & tzeching. =D vivien says i sound like an auntie by the way i crapped. how dare she! HAHA.
went to the canteen to have my breakfast/lunch. i miss the food there! =D
saw esther they all and gave them a hug each. that esther hugged me until her leg is hugging onto my legs. that crazy girl from raffles.
i didn't get to see sheena you know. )':

went to meet mr chng at around 3 with siokteng, vivien, tzeching, kahseng, kahwen, dingyuan, edward & junhao. junhao changed so much that i didn't manage to recognise him until i saw his name tag. LOL. didn't contact with him at all anyway. =P
was so touched that the guys remembered my birthday and didn't remember siokteng they all de! HAHAHA.
anyway, crapped with mr chng. told him that he became more handsome, and we all missed him a lot. then he there laugh laugh. HAHA. crapped with him and asked him about his girlfriend. then i told him that when they get married, must invite all of us. =D
then he was like asking where we will be going after meeting him. we told him ktv. then the guys were like saying the girls FORCE them go de. WHERE GOT! anyhow say!
but after that, the girls went to the ktv, while the guys went outside the ktv there play basketball. kanasai. after that, they came in to blow air-con. very clever leh them. me, tzeching & siokteng sing that time they take videos. they win liao lor them. idiots. HAHA.
played until quite high and it was very fun!'
all of us still prefers our pri school life. perhaps cos it left us with too much nice&fun memories ba. but now, although we have a smaller group with singfan, darren & zhangshuo not in it, but the remaining people are still quite close lor, which really.. makes me happy? HAHA.
anyway, yup. i love them. =D

TODAY! went for tuition. nearly cannot get up. was late for 18min. but learnt quite a lot. so.. ok la.

tomorrow have tuition from 9am-2pm. jiayou xinghui. i believe you can do it. GOGO. =D

2008-08-26T15:46:00.003+08:00

i feel so crapped. so long never post liao. longest in these 1year plus? LOL.
hm. bobian. too busy liao. but right now, i'm back to posting!
many things happened from 16aug till now. but among these many things, most of them i've forgotten. but WELL! can't really blame me.

18th aug's vivien's birthday. so.. happy birthday vivien! =D

last friday, it was my elder bro's and tingrui's birthday! happy birthday korkor + tingrui! =D
went to j8 and buy presents. bought tingrui's. but haven't got a chance to pass it to him yet. hm.
as for korkor's, i couldn't really tell which one he wants. so i told him that i will bring him out to buy this week. but he told me no need. so i think.. no need buy liao. HAHA.

sat [23'08'08]: tutor cancelled tuition cos she had diarrhoea. so, went to the temple and pray my grandfather. it has been almost 6years since he left. it's hard to believe. but yup. i still miss him sometimes.
crapped with my cousins and did some praying to the Gods. ate vegetarian beehoon which my mother praised me to be able to finish it cos it was so hard and tasteless. i appreciated & cherished food, so i told myself i must finish eating this. HAHA.
took bus then mrt home with my cousin[s]. on the bus crapped, crapped, crapped, laughed, laughed, laughed. but cos i didn't bring my ez-link card, i have to pay cash. hm. felt so guilty.

at around 3, went out to take bus to school for the fireworks event. reached school that time, called kareen and found out that was supposed to meet at 3.30 at cityhall mrt, and the current time was already 3.30, so she asked me to take taxi to marina bay there. i felt so stupid please. like an idiot like that. can't believe that i'm actually so stupid.
so, i went to take a taxi. sian la please. the taxi uncle don't know where is the place. so he slowly drive slowly drive. i was kinda pekchek but cooled down afterwards. the bill turned out to be $12.30, including erp. LOL. and there goes all the $ i have in my wallet for that day. initially, i planned to take only 2bucks out. luckily i didn't. or i think byebye already. LOL.
ate dinner, waited for a while then the event started. stood there, answering people's question and directing them to their seat. i think for some of them, i got it wrong. so.. sorry!
about 9 like that, the fireworks came out. so nice la please! =D
after that, around 10, the whole thing ended. met some strange strange de people there. but still, it was a good experience. ;P

around 10.30, was dismissed. i didn't know where to go initially but i saw the 133 bus. so i followed it and walked to the busstop which is around a few hundreds metres. idiot. reached home at around 11plus.

sun[24'08'08]: tuition-ed from 9 to 2. it was the first time i managed to complete the whole stack of work assigned to me. but of course, leaving some questions blank. =P
reached home at around 3. studied history for a while.
at around 4plus, went out to j8 de cafe cartel to eat so as to celebrate my bro's birthday although it's kinda late. HAHA.
the bill came out to be exceeding $100. hmm. ate so much, till my whole stomach like want to explode like that. somemore ate ice-cream. ate this, ate that. shiok! HAHA.

mon[25'08'08]: never go to school. first time i pon-ed school. but my parents know ok! went to the library at around 4 and shunbian meet my friend. walked around j8 for awhile and went to amk s11 to have dinner. ate roti prata and ALMOND BEANCURD! HAHAHAHAHAHA! =D

today. went to school. was late. but never kana school service. thank you thank you to the two person who let me go. hm. jiaqing was late too. at around 8plus reached. she didn't kana school service too. LOL.
during chi lesson today, i felt so proud of myself. went up to the board and wrote the good points of blogging. kareen did the bad points and tzuchun did the conclusion. HAHAHA. and then! guess what? the other people have to copy down. the stupid zhihong & andy was like saying they HATE left-handers. atrocious! but they are just joking la. those 2 enunches. HAHAHA.
went to amk hub to eat mos chicken for lunch and came home after that. so now! i'm going to help jiaqing do some homeecons work then i will offline and i'll start doing my homework! ;)

anyway, today's tzeching's birthday! so.. happy birthday tzeching! =D

2008-08-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday's grandma's birthday. happy birthday to grandma! =D
hm.
wed: art club. LOL.

thu: pe. played floor ball again. mr lian is finally back! HAHA.
rushed home immediately after school then after that come out to meet jiaqing at boonkeng. went to orchard there to attend the course. shunbian also meet tzuchun&ghakhee. HM. feel kinda.. i don't know. HAHA. but the teacher's nice. so.. yup.

today. the house keys went missing this morning before i went out for school. then my ma just confirm that i was the one who lost the key. and scolded me. i was like, "i did put it back to the original place after i took it ok." then i went out. she called me and started scolding me again. was kind of.. GRR!
then after awhile, she called me again say she found it under the table. like i was the one who placed it there like that. LOL.
anyway, i don't blame her too. just.. a bit pekchek lor. HAHA.
then.. ssrp during sci lessons. 2 periods. shiok. did the idioms thingy and finished my maths homework.

after school, went to blk 202 there buy carrot cake eat. so full la.
after that, return to school, have extra lessons with ms yeo for 1hour, as requested by me&jiaqing outside the staff room table there.
jengyih & benson was there too. then jengyih kept clown-ing. LOL.
the extra lesson was ok la. learnt quite a lot of tactics all those things. i'm beginning to like english more than hcl now. it's bad news & good news. LOL.
then.. after that.. went to meet someone whom i have not met for 4days.
at about 5plus reached home. went to sleep at 6 like that. woke up at 8. practically just sat on the floor and slept. couldn't bear to dirty my bed since i haven't bathe. HAHA.
then.. called peixian. crap-ped with her so much la. that idiot is behaving more&more like an idiot. HAHA. so.. blahblah. went to bathe, eat dinner, watch tv..
i realised that i like the table tennis singapore girl- feng tian wei or something. don't really remember her name. at first see her like very pretty. but after that, ok ok la. but i still like her nonetheless! i'm NOT a lesbian ok! =D
so.. that's about it!

2008-08-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

my laptop seems to be lagging a lot. don't know what happened. i kept pleading it, until it got better. HAHA.

anyway, yesterday, went out at around 10plus to meet the study group at amk mac.
reached at around 10.30. only saw serena & vannyssa there. both of them reached at 9plus la. LOL.
we chatted a lot. i went to buy the breakfast before the time was over and realised that the breakfast standard has deproved. GOD.
we studied a little and the 3 girls went to the swings. by then, jengyih & benson arrived too. HAHA. realised that my swinging skills have improved again. and i'm so very proud of it. =D

i left at around 1 to meet my another friend. suggested going to bugis the national library there study. but realised that it wasn't a place meant for studying. HAHA. so we left and went out happy instead. LOL. went to watch money no enough. i tell you. it's very sad.

today. hmm. went to school. nearly late. saw yunrou & enqi at the gate. GODGODGOD! HAHA.
in the morning was kinda in a not-so-good mood. LOL. don't know what happened to me too.
lit test today. hmm. i don't think i will do well. it's all about poems. how stupid.

afternoon. accompanied jiaqing to hub to buy mama lemon detergent. after that went mos burger to eat one mos chicken. was hungry like shit! HAHA.
after that, went home. reached home at around 4plus. went out with bro to help him buy present from minitoons. shunbian go claim toons points. LALA.
then.. went to popular to buy TWO pens! =D
went to buy prawn dumplings to eat. realised that that was a scam cos it wasn't PRAWN inside, but crabmeat. LOL.

hmm. so TOMORROW! there will be.. geo, sci & hcl test! OO! how great right! THREE tests in a day. ==

anyway, nothing else to add on! so byebye! =D

perhaps you might see this, perhaps you won't.

but today, when you told me that you are giving up,

i felt so upset that i wanted to cry.

i don't want to see you giving up,

that's what i'm sure of.

i persuaded you,

but you said i won't understand.

yup, true. i really do not understand anything about all that.

but i really hope that you won't give up.

but since it is your choice,

i shouldn't say anything else more,

except to respect, accept it and support you.

perhaps perhaps perhaps.

i still do not have the ability to make you change your mind.

but yup, what right have i got.

i have no right to interfere in your life,

nor make you do something against your will.

so i thought & thought,

and i told myself, "forget it."

so long as you are happy,

then.. it will be good.

don't thank me nor apologise.

cos you did me no wrong and i didn't do anything that really helped you.

so.. just. it's your choice.

that's all i want to say.

sorry for not being able to change your mind,

and to encourage you when you are down.

2008-08-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

300th post!

has been a long long long time since i last posted or rather, come online.
firstly, i was too lazy to come online.
secondly, my brothers were occupying the laptop.
so.. yup.

happy birthday to singapore [09'08'08]! =D

monday: hmm.. i think i forgotten what happened. but i went to art club i suppose.
before going, me, jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee & her cousin went to the food court to eat. then went to macdonalds to pei jiaqing eat. then, went to the swings to swing until 4pm. =D

tuesday: what happened? hm.. 5th month anniversary! went home early. that's what i only remembered.

wednesday: went to the nafa to view those syf art pieces with art club. laughed with those 3 guys la- andy. shiquan, weijie. LOL. they are practically clowns please.
then in bus while going back, the shiquan kept talking about ghost stories. LOL.
i remembered trying strawberry dou hua too! =D

thursday: went to the amk there to look for pants with jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee. we couldn't find any. but was terribly hungry until gastric really hurt. went to s11. ate rice. then shared almond dou hua with jiaqing! that's the best thing man. i love the almond dou hua! have been eating so regularly. =D

friday: ndp celebration. i totally forgotten about going back to pri school until i heard one of the councillors talking about it. but in the end i also never go. so.. HAHA. i will go on teacher's day. i promised ms chua that i will go. and she said i MUST go too. =D
was so hot during the connecting singapore part la. took 5A. waited for like 1hour plus under the scorching sun. torture. HAHA. but i shouldn't complain.
then taught cheers too. but i seem like so liveless. so it wasn't a good job done. but thank you 1/4 ppl who cheered me on when they saw me at the parade square. i love you all! =D
after that, went to bishan, then amk hub, then CHOMP CHOMP to have my dinner! so nice there. although it's only a typical kopitiam, but i love there la! the food there are DELICIOUS! =D

saturday: went to the country club again. went gym-ing for 1hour, suana for more than 1/2 hour and then eat. then went bowling. played quite lousily during the first 2 rounds. 1st round was 41 while the 2nd round was even lousier than the 1st round. 3rd round i think was better since i paired with my elder bro. i think it's.. 76? 4th round i paired up with my younger bro who's only pri 2 against my elder bro. and shame on my elder bro! he lost to me&my younger bro. my younger bro was like spare. then i got strike for the next round. so pro right! =D we beat our elder bro by 10points! 94 & 84! =D
my parents were like still saying that me&my younger bro will surely lose. but.. so saddening right. HAHA.
and i managed to obtain the youth membership for the country club! my ma wanted to only apply for my bro. but the person gave 2forms. then i convinced my ma that this will serve as a form of encouragement for me. so she agreed! pro right! =D

today: went to celebrate my grandma's birthday which is on the 14th aug. went for buffet as usual! was slapping my biaoge since he slapped me so many times. but so unfair please! he managed to dodged so many times. so we continued slapping each other all the way.
after the buffet, we were still slapping each other. then as usual, the 4 of us, practically, me, biaoge, biaojie & my bro went to take mrt to my grandma's house since we couldn't find any bus to there. took all the way to amk then from mrt walk to my grandma's house. so hot please!
LALA! my biaoge was still slapping me la. idiot.

went to eat the cake which was DELICIOUS! =D so.. that's all!

2008-08-03T19:48:00.004+08:00

yesterday's samuel's birthday. so.. happy birthday samuel! =D

i just now went to my email inbox. got my email say i won a lot of $, must send them back my particulars in order to get the $. i may not be very smart la. but i'm not stupid too ok. ==

had tuition yesterday from 9-11am and today from 9am-2pm. LOL.
ate so much today. one whole packet of jack&jill, sausages, crabmeat & the whole set of macdonalds. LOL. so was quite full even until now.
you can't blame me for eating so much. the tutor was like toasting the sausages and asking me if i want. then i of course want la! hungry ma. so i was like asking him this & that. then he say mention till food then i will talk. HAHA. where got la. hmm..
was drinking the chrysanthemum tea in the cup when i accidentally toppled the cup over. how great man. my shorts was stained and the chair kana too. so i had to CLEAN UP.
came another new tutor today. her name's peixia. reminded me of peixiaN. LOL.

anyway, yesterday after my tuition, peixian called me. then she cried la! kanasai. i was like, "god god god. peixian! don't cry! what happened what happened?" so she came and tell me what happened.
initially, a bit unhappy with the boyfriend. but since peixian has chosen him, i guess she really loves him ba. so continue to support her lor. also believe that other than me, that guy can give her happiness.. so.. ok ba! that's the most important thing! HAHA.

peixian ar.. next time don't cry suddenly liao leh. scary leh.

you suddenly call me then cry like that,

i also suddenly don't know what to do. HAHA.

must stay strong like how you've always been ok!

don't give up, don't fall.

cos you still have me around supporting you no matter what happens.

and stupid idiot. do you know you are behaving more&more like an idiot now? =D

anyway, i love you. MUACKX! HAHAHAHA~

2008-07-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

it has been a long long long time since i last blogged. hm. mainly cos i was too lazy and my laptop was spoilt.
but now, it's repaired! so i'm very happy! LALA.

monday: ghakhee's birthday! my dear dear darling! HAHAHA!
had the assembly performance practice. got to know another of ghakhee's cousin. so cute la her.
as we were trying to bring her into amkss, the security guard scolded us and called us to shut up. tried to call the principal, blahblahblah. luckily ms ng came. or we would have ended up in the principal's office. LOL.
went to pizza hut with jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee & her two cousins. ate ate ate.
went to the swings after that. swinged swinged swinged. i discovered that i've improved! =D

tue: decided to go track. but i waited at the foyer there. and nobody was there. so eventually, i went away and took bus with rebecca. she said she was very bored, so we went to serangoon central to do our studying for our geography test the next day.
i didn't regret going study with her on that day. cos she highlighted the points for me and she spoke to me about many things. she's a girl that is trustworthy. that's what i'm sure of. HAHAHA.

wed: assembly performance about the poem. was so nervous please! HAHA. but we didn't win. so.. it's ok! LALA. didn't really matter since we have tried our best! HAHAHA.
went to amk hub after school. decided to buy a present for ghakhee. asked her to go the washroom to wash her mouth cos it was dirty while me, jiaqing & tzuchun rushed to minitoons to select her present. wrapped it up and the 4 of us bought the small teeny weeny pink bottle each. HAHAHA. so cute right.
we went back to school afterwards. i pretended to have stomachache so i went on running back to school with jiaqing, saying want to go to the washroom. HAHAHA.
then in class, i have to pretend to have stomachache in front of ghakhee when she & tzuchun came back to take their bags to go for art club. hmm!
once she left, jiaqing went to draw the board while i prepared a letter for her.
took about half an hour.
then next, called her down.
we switched off the lights in our class and when she came in, we jumped up and sang her a happy birthday song! she immediately cried la! ghakhee! that was the 4th time she cried.
after that, went for art club. do the accessories. stupid! i don't know how to do you know! the rest finish doing some liao but i still need to redo! LOL!

today, which is thursday, the 4 of us- jiaqing, me, tzuchun & ghakhee introduced a new thing! we bought the water dispenser to class! HAHAHA. but it's ghakhee's credit la! she brought the whole thing here! creative idea right! i'm so proud of myself! =D
after school, went to ghakhee's house do project!

anyway, thank you jengyih for helping me to do the homeecons TA! thank you thank you! =D

2008-07-27T15:06:00.003+08:00

super pissed. just now tuition 9am-2pm. come home kana scolded by ma for a stupid thing. then next come home, jiaqing sent me a sms need to go online to do project.
found out that my younger bro there watching power rangers in youtube. kanasai. i there ask him politely whether can let me use, he don't let. he already use for like more than 3hours.
then when he finally let me use, he go and shut down the laptop. disgusting idiot.
should listen to peixian. slap him everytime man. very pekchek you know!

anyway, happy birthday to enqi [25'07'08] & singfan [26'07'08]! may both of you stay happy always. =D

went to kbox on friday. cos ghakhee's birthday was on monday then monday had to stay back for test until 3pm. then still got rehearsal until 5plus. hm. you know the rehearsal is for what de ma! is for the assembly program on wednesday. wa sian. my group selected for it.
we were like asking MS chuiling if she can ask the 2nd group go o not, then she say no, unless we want our marks to get lower than the other group. win liao lor she. threaten. so we bobian.

yesterday went for tuition too. 9am-11am. sian lor. after that, went out with friend go study. LOL. never study much though. so.. that's about it. GOODBYE!

2008-07-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday was wednesday.. had survey during assembly. bumped into a jerk.

did the rock cake for homeecons with jahwee. =) each of us got 5. HAHAHA.
gave jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee one each. another one ate myself. then the last one me&jiaqing half-half. =D
they say nice leh. not bad ar xinghui. LALA.

anyway, went for art that afternoon. ghakhee was like pushing me until i fell off the chair i was sitting on to the ground. and the don't know what thing scratched my thigh. PAIN! GRR GHAKHEE!

today, had pe. took height&weight! 1.6m.. as for my weight, is secret ok! but i felt so surprised that i'm actually lighter than ghakhee! but she's taller than me la. HAHA. after that, played volleyball. i don't know why ppl hit the ball the ball go straight but i hit the ball is go behind me, or beside me. LOL. but i got improve a bit la. so not bad liao. jiayou xinghui! =D
and i got hit by volleyballS twice on my left&right shoulder today. one during recess, one during pe. i very lucky right? i also think so leh. ==

hm. while bringing back the food back for huiting they all, we nearly kana caught by mr ong & mr sivalingam. lucky don't have. or need to eat/drink up all the things. i see how we die. got 3packets of milo, 1apple juice, 1oseaweed chickens, 1bread. and somemore need to kana punish. LOL. so we faster chiong back class. but i dropped one seaweed chicken at the field there! so sorry! LALA!

after school, went to peixian's house. waited her for 1hour while sitting at the stairs there while playing my snake game. funny ma you tell me! my butt on fire liao ok! i'm NOT gona wait for her next time! HAHAHA~
upon reaching her house, went to cook maggie mee. korean de leh! =D
after that, went to central buy food. took a lot of her food to eat. HAHAHAHA. bobian. who ask her eat in front of me. =P
after eating, went to buy donut! oo god! i love it! so long never eat liao! =D
went to her house and eat. chatchat awhile then went home! it rained la! based on research, they say if the rain is big, you have to walk instead of run to be less drenched. so i walked. HAHA.

about 6plus, 7 like that went downstairs buy curve ruler for my bro cos i lent my friend his some time ago and my bro needs it for his test tomorrow. HAHA. then shunbian go fetch my younger bro up.

sorry leh monkey! thanks for your understanding man! i love you! HAHAHAHA.

2008-07-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

is today the racial harmony day or total defence day? is it today or yesterday?
nevermind. cos i don't know too. it's ok it's ok.

yesterday, had iap lesson. during the dance, went to take out my watch. then after the lesson, ghakhee helped me take my belongings then we left.
when we reached downstairs, i discovered that my watch went missing! GODGODGOD. so frantic please. ran upstairs, take the card from ms priscillia to go in to find. but don't have. sian la. went for recess. then bumped into serena. she told me the watch was with her. i was so excited la! so went to hugged her tightly. but she told me it was rachel who saw my watch. i love rachel too! =D that watch VERY important to me. so i cannot afford to lose it. so.. yup.

next thing up, hmm! went for art yesterday. then andy called me&jiaqing SWEEP THE FLOOR. good la. bully us la! then i asked him, "WHY US?" then he replied, "cos i choose you all." then i replied, "you mean that i should feel honoured la?!" HAHA. that STAGEMANAGER of mine. say things praise him, make him happy he still like that treat me&jiaqing. funny ma you tell me! LALA.
went to j8 after that. samuel said hi to me but i didn't see. i really didn't see even though he was behind/beside me! then he smsed me. LOL. GODGOD. i have to be more alert next time. HAHA.

then.. today.. was late for school. this time is not because of jiaqing liao, but is cos of myself.
i everytime miss the bus by ONE TRAFFIC LIGHT de leh. what is this la?!
anyway, thanks jiaqing for waiting for me and late together with me. i love you. (:
today was a very unlucky day! nearly kana hit by SOCCER BALL, then still got what? err.. LATE FOR SCHOOL! O YA! LOST MY COUNCIL TIE PIN as i was doing the school service! LEG GOT SCRATCHED BY THE FLOWER POT when i was doing the school service! and ar! when i got on the bus today after school, then bus driver suddenly drive then suddenly break, make me run towards the wall knock onto it. then the ppl was like looking at me.
FUNNY MA YOU TELL ME?!
okay, anyway, IT'S OK. i shall not blame anyone, but MYSELF. HAHA.

hm. went to visit my grandparents today.
my grandfather's lung infection is finally gone. but he got THREE different kinda of bacteria in his body. the doctor was speaking to my father then i was beside listening. i felt kind of.. i don't know. just felt like crying la! HAHA. but of course, being brave & strong like i've always been, i didn't cry! =D

anyway, slept from 6.15 to 8.40 today. =D so tired! was studying my history! then suddenly my legs led me to my bed and i just lied there and slept. set alarm at 7.15. but it didn't manage to wake me. until my ma came and wake me up. HAHAHA.

later, i'm going to finish my homeecons TA then study a little more on history.. and i will be off to bed again! nice schedule! =D

2008-07-18T20:54:00.003+08:00

i remembered what are some of the things i want to say! HAHA.

today, it was the last lesson of the science don't know what thing. then cos we were divided into groups and there were questions asked in the previous lessons and groups which got it correct will get marks. my group got the overall highest marks which consists of ME, JIAQING, TZUCHUN & GHAKHEE. pro right us. i know i know. no need praise. =P
so we got a prize. which is a very very very very small container. LOL. well, it's better than nothing.

yesterday had a maths competition within our class. HAHA. was fun though. rushing here and there. LALA.

i think my fingers are going to rot if i continue folding those things. but still, it's worth it. have 936 more to go. jiayou xinghui. you can do it de.

and you know hor.. today in class suddenly got a lot ppl emo. rebecca la.. chiachin la.. godgodgod.
comforted the both of them. chiachin didn't care. while i spoke a lot to rebecca.
cheer up girl. (: rachel & serena they all meant well. i believe they aren't those kinda ppl. don't blame them anymore yeah. get along well back with them again ok. =D

during science lesson today i got asked out of the class. but i walked into the class after less than 1min, and ms ng didn't scold. chat with rachel & chiachin. and rachel kept laughing saying that i very funny. that unglam cat. cracked my 4fingers by bending them backwards. GOD.

then yesterday.. was late for school cos of jiaqing. HAHA. waited for her at the busstop till she arrived. then reached school still bump into ms ng kp. kana scolded for quite a long time. hai. then jiaqing there very guilty. kept asking me scold her. HAHA. nevermind de la girl!
anyway the only 2times i have been late is all cos of her. HAHA.

after school, went to do school service. lucky it was mdm yeow. did i spell it correctly? hmm.
she asked us go water the plants. we asked her use what to water then she asked us to think ourselves. LOL.
so we went to the washroom and borrowed two pails from the auntie then fill it with water then go water. watered finish in less than 20min. HAHA. then mdm yeow still say we clever. of course la! what you expect. =P

hmm. since i've been saying, "好笑吗你跟我讲？" or "funny ma you tell me?", some ppl have been saying it. so cute right! HAHA. 发扬光大 this kinda creative de quotes. =D

i kinda miss nomad you know! still have the flu & cough that i GAINED from it. HAHA.
miss holding hands with jiaqing & tzuchun and walking everywhere and laughing.
miss staying out until late at night that i have to pray whenever i go home at night.
miss playing those kinda stupid games with some of my classmates while standby-ing.
miss taking those kinda photographs with my friends.
and lastly, miss my dear sm ANDY. HAHAHA~

i feel so so so tired these days! so many tests coming up.
jiayou man xinghui. GOGO. YAWN.

2008-07-18T15:59:00.003+08:00

today came home immediately after school. feel so guai. anyway, happy birthday esther. =D it was her birthday yesterday. she's another of my pri school trackmate who's another toot and gets along rather well with me.

hm. today at the busstop a uncle came and spoke to me. LOL. funny. spoke to me until my bus came. company la. HAHA.

kana english remedial. jiaqing & ghakhee kana-ed too. only tzuchun never. HAHA. then she was like there happy-ing. ==

hmhmhm. what should i say? i remembered wanting to say many things. HAHA. but nevermind since i forgotten all.

anyway, i feel so tired. YAWN man. must sleep more tonight. that's it. byebye! =D

2008-07-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

today's the first day in art club for me, jiaqing & tzuchun! HAHAHA. had fun. LOL. was there talking, making MOST of the ppl laugh. huiting say when me, jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee is around, there's ALWAYS laughter. o god. i feel so honoured. HAHA.
we were like having a 1hour plus de meeting. LOL. meet so long liao still haven't go anywhere. there will be a outing and the purpose is bonding. so i was like asking ms ng, "we should make our own t-shirts you know! then everybody wear the same! nice right!" then she replied, "ya. that's the purpose of this meeting." then i was like, "really meh?" then she say can't expect her to spoonfeed us all the time. HAHA.

you know me&jiaqing got another job. which is buying food for ppl and delivering to them. ==
last time carrot cake deliver, now seaweed chicken & drinks deliver. so kind right! we risked our own lives to help them buy for recess! HAHAHA.

after art today i felt so much like hugging someone. HAHA. so i went to hug jiaqing and told her i felt like hugging someone. then we had some talk. =P
i love jiaqing la! that's what i want to say.

and hm. i forgot to mention that yesterday during sci period, we had a presentation. the water purification process. LOL. i spoke then say the water as distilled water. then rachel was like saying, "that's not distilled water!" then i DEBATE back. then ppl laughed. HAHAHA.
but after our presentation, ms ng said that that's not distilled water. so the conclusion is: that's not distilled water. HAHAHA~

2008-07-15T18:47:00.001+08:00

YAWN! kinda regretted promising ppl that i will study hard. it's harder than i thought you know!
i kept forcing myself.. "xinghui, come on. go and study." GODGODGOD. but since i've promised, i cannot back off. HAHA.
i feel so bored so i'm back to post! WELL! after all i haven't been blogging for quite a few days. so it won't kill to blog two times today right. after this post, i will go and bathe, eat then study. then watch tv then study again. GOD.
my ma say if i don't get in triple sci, she won't allow me go out during the holis. how great man. =="
a person like me in triple sci? HAHAHA. i don't think it's possible. hm.

so.. got to go. i feel sticky. need to bathe. BYEBYE! :D

2008-07-15T17:21:00.002+08:00

hm. since a few ppl have been asking why haven't i been blogging.. so now, here i am! =D

ok, shall start on last thu, 10'07.
went to choachukang to support a guy who's competing in the nationals. saw someone whom i expected to see but didn't really want to see. LOL. but still, i saw him. ==
i reached back school at around 10. jiaqing was like saying that i'm finally back. ask me to look myself has my table changed. so well, she helped me pack my under table. HAHAHA. thanks la! so i asked her if she had missed me. then she say of course la. HAHA. i bring joy to ppl i like. so how can ppl not miss me when i'm away? that will be ridiculous.
was so suay on that day. kana spit water by that idiot chiachin, and i don't know why i still can laugh. i demanded him to wash my tie and he did. so.. that's about it for thu.

for fri.. hmm. what happened? o ya. had gastrics from 7plus all the way to 11plus when i slept. so cham right. cannot tahan the pain so went to sms shaojie. HAHA. thanks la doggie!

for sat, went to supper at night. was rather touched that my parents tried so hard to think which place still got sell porridge so late at night cos i had flu & cough. so good right. i know in this world nobody loves me more than them except for my grandparents. so i love my parents too! =D

sunday.. hmm. i forgotten.

monday.. which is yesterday.. i don't really remember too. but i know me, jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee took bus all the way to amk/yck there to eat nuggets/french fries. the boss very good. still took a big plate of the baked potatoes which cost around $5+ give us eat for free. HAHA. generous. but we didn't finished eating.. cos didn't really like it. but i think it's nice la. so.. just very grateful to the guy. ;)

today, planned to go training de. but found out that today got competition. so no need go training liao. so.. came home. slacked a bit. on laptop want to do the geo homework. but realised that i misunderstood what the teacher said. luckily tingrui told me in time. HAHA.
hm. had eng paper 1 and lit test today. was like.. WOW. lit got two questions, which we were given less than 40min to do. left only 7min for the 2nd question cos i wrote 2 and a half pages for the 1st question. then no time. so bobian. LALA.
anyway, got to go le ba. don't feel like blogging liao. bye! =D

2008-07-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

Qns; The person who tagged you is?
Ans; tooty peixian.

Qns; What is your relationship with him/her?
Ans; bestfriend. =D

Qns; Your 5 impression of him/her?
Ans; idiot x5

Qns; The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Ans; err.. what she has done for me on my birthday this year. =D

Qns; The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Ans; everything she said is not memorable.

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
Ans; i will kiss her everyday.

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on?
Ans; to change her mindset of not wanting to be my les partner. ;D

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...?
Ans; paint a picture of her plus a ugly ducking then use a shoe to hit her. HAHAHA~

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Ans; we love & miss each other too much liao ba. =D

Qns; The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Ans; fly over her house and meet her.

Qns; Your overall impression on him/her?
Ans; unglam.

Qns; How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Ans; they will think that i'm a very nice person.

Qns; The character you love of yourself are ...?
Ans; positive & always happy-go-lucky. =D

Qns; On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are ...?
Ans; too sensitive, undecisive. LALA~

Qns; The most ideal person you want to be is?
Ans; i want to be myself. always cheerful & hardworking. that's it.

Qns; For people who care & like you, say something about them.
Ans; they have good eyesight and this proves that they aren't ppl with stamps pasted on their eyes. =D

Qns; Write down 10 people.
1 him.
2 peixian.
3 shaojie
4 jiaqing.
5 tzuchun.
6 sheena
7 siokteng.
8 vivien
9 joy.
10 ghakhee.

Qns; Who is number six having relationship with ?
Ans; she's having a relationship with ME! =D

Qns; Is 9 a male or female?
Ans; Female la.

Qns; If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Ans; goodness. nono. they will be lesbians.

Qns: How about 5&8 ?
Ans; nono.

Qns; What's number 2 studying about?
Ans; i don't know anything about her. =P

Qns; When was the last time you chatted with number 3?
Ans; o god. how sad. a few days ago. that's long right.

Qns; Is number 4 single?
Ans; HAHA. yup.

Qns; Talk something casually about number 1.
Ans; err.. a pretty nice person i suppose.

Here's another quiz! tagged by peixian. (:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
forgive if he's sincere enough. :D

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i want my friends & my results to be EXCELLENT and us to be happy always. =D

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
o god. sweet. where all my friends & his friends will be there to bless us. HAHAHAHAHA~

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
em. no. i don't think so you know.

#5. what's your ideal lover like?
understands & trust each other. that's the most important virtue. HAHAHA.

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved la.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
depends on how much i love that someone. i'm always willing to wait for sheena!

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
so sad. cry every night.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
got la of course. but it has PASSED so i'm happy again! =D

#10. Is being tagged fun?
a little. kind of. see how lor.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
taller, thinner, more mature & preparing to get married. HAHAHA.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my grandparents, my parents, my brothers, my cousins, my besties and him.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
she's a toot.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
married but poor. cos still can earn $ then will become rich again ma.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
rolling around my bed and hugging my bolster. =D

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
that will depend on how much i am to him and how much he is to me. ;)

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who treats me better la.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
friends who are encouraging. who never backs out when you are in trouble.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
saying things which are untruth. liars practically.

8 lucky people:
1. vivien.
2. joy.
3. chongyang.
4. jengyih.
5. NIL.
6. NIL.
7. NIL.
8. NIL.

hm. it was a cold morning. raining. went to pick up jiaqing & tzuchun at their busstops with ghakhee. lucky we borrowed two umbrellas. or i see how the 4 of us are going to share one umbrella. LOL.
was drenched la. took out my socks & shoes in class. but it wasn't dry until i reached home. how sad.

i went home straight away after school. so good girl right. then went to bathe immediately and cooked a packet of maggie mee with prawns, egg & crabmeats. =D was so hungry.
after that, i went to sleep all the way until 7plus. also don't know why am i so tired. LOL.

so.. that's it. shouldn't post too much. byebye. =D

2008-07-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

today, is the first day of school after nomad. hm.
why can't nomad just go on & on? i asked myself this question. then suddenly, i thought of a sentence/phrase, "nothing lasts forever." so sad.

teachers seem to be really furious today. even ms yeo flared up. but she has her reasons. cos in the class only 8person handed up the homework she gave. while the other 32ppl were standing up. WELL. i guess any teacher would get angry, moreover she spent so much effort in printing/making up the homework for us to do. she is a good teacher. so i won't blame her for being angry and scolded us for 1period.
but ar. nadhira & cat is like really too much leh. or should i say this school is the one that's too much. firstly, they wanted us to pay for our iap lessons to LEARN many NICE things. next, they want us to perform for nomad, rehearsing until late at night, until my parents don't even believe that the school is so siao. all these, FORGET IT. they bought for us food. food which are.. i don't know how to say. but i shall not complain. it's good enough to have food to eat. but they don't give enough SPOONS. all these, FORGET IT. but when things go well, they smile and laugh, and all the glory + honour go to this school. but when things don't go well, you teacher[s] just spoke into chiachin's face, "you destroyed the whole show." without even sparing a thought for how we will feel. you all said this is OUR performance. so long as we all TRY OUR BEST, then it will be okay. chiachin tried hard not to laugh during the performance too. but he just can't control himself. is this what he wanted? NO. but you teacher[s] just scolded him and brought him down like that. why don't you gather our whole class and scold us in front of everyone? we are a class. and this is the performance we put up AS A CLASS. if like what you all said that the glory & honour go to only us if we did well, then why were you all so unhappy when the show failed even though our class managed to put it down? moreover, the performance is long ago over. so what's the use of scolding anyone and making everyone unhappy? no sense at all ok.
when you teachers are unhappy, you scolded us despite we tried our best. but when we are unhappy, we just complained a little and got a bigger & harsher scolding, saying that we give you all attitude. please la okay. it's not the teachers who are always right.

anyway, i went to woodlands de seoul garden yesterday with family. =D
ate a lot. my elder brother & father was doing most of the cooking while i did a lot of my eating. =D my brother know that i like a particular chicken, so he took a lot to bbq then gave me to eat. so i ate & ate & ate continuously for more than 2hours. after finish eating, i went to take the ice-cream. HAHAHA. there are 6flavours. so i went to take 2scoops of everything. end up with 12scoops. my ma was like saying, "i want to see how are you going to finish this." LALA. but surprisingly, i finished everything! such great accomplishment.
a few days back i had no appetite to eat. cos i was coughing & sneezing away. but don't know why yesterday ate so much. it's a good thing! cos i didn't lose nor gain any of my weight. my weight is still below 50. WOOLALA~

after eating, went to our country club since it's in woodlands too. went there to bathe and arcade. was playing the game with my two brothers. so stupid please. HAHA.

then.. today, went to school. even when i've woke up in the morning, i still chose to believe that today's still monday and i don't have to go to school. LOL.

anyway, i discovered another YANGZHENGNITE in amkss. and that's my stage manager for nomad- ANDY. HAHAHA. we were like talking. then he suddenly asked, "i don't look like i'm from UG right?" then he said that he was a scout. so i told him i was a brownie when i was in primary school. then he was like holding out his hand and said, "sister!" so i went to shake his hand and said, "brother!" LOL. after that he went to ask us, "i don't like a person who knows lion dance right?" then he told us that his scout group is the only scout group that got lion dance. i felt a little strange la. cos my primary school de scout group also got lion dance mah. so i asked what's the name of his scout group. then he replied, "yeung ching." then i said, "yangzheng!" then he smiled and asked if i were from yangzheng too. i nodded. so he held out his hand again and said, "junior" and i went to shook it and said, "senior." LOL. stupid. he said that he's happy to find another yangzheng ppl in amkss. and so was i! =D so we were talked so much things about yangzheng. then he said he know chongyang they all too. so i was like, "WOW!" HAHA. he's also a good stage manager man. even though that zixiang shouted & scolded him for no reason, he was like still saying, "nevermind la. he didn't shout at me." god man. how nice can he be.
LALA. this nomad also not say completely no good points, to be honest la. but i cannot tahan how those teachers treat us.

LOL. so that's about it! i hope to meet peixian this week. HAHA~

xinghui, you have been pekchek-ing for quite a lot these few days. you have got to cool. even when things don't go your way, please learn how to control. because everything has its own good & bad. so learn to cherish everything.

2008-07-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

烦烦烦.
i don't know what the wrong is this stupid thing.
why am i so IRRITATED.
just feel so DAMN IRRITATED.
nevermind. not in the mood to post anymore.
goodbye.

2008-07-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

today's another very unhappy day after 27may. what is it exactly going on man. i don't know why i felt that way, nor do i want to feel that way either.

as humans, it's normal to contradict sometimes. it just makes me feel so confused about what's going on. i don't exactly knew why did that happened. but it sort of happened anyway.

hm. reached school at around 8.20 in the morning with jiaqing, ghakhee, jengyih & yichou. tzuchun was caught by mr chee siong on her way to school for her uniform. LOUSY. wore pe attire and bought only my wallet & phone.
had english lesson before ict lesson. during ict lessons, went to viwawa and played with jengyih, andy & jenell. HAHA. so funny.

after that, went to macdonalds to have our breakfast. went to the swings which is just nearby and swang swang swang. at that point of time, many things just came into my mind. this, that, these, those, everything.

went to wait for a person afterwards at ghakhee's house there. then called that person a while later to find out where that person was. so went to find that person.
it was at that period of time when everything changed. when my mood changed from high to moody, when my mind became so filled with many things.
just walked & walked. i was asked what was i thinking that made me so quiet. i didn't say. so that person just walked on & on.

upon reaching school the bustop there, i saw joanna. HAHA. so went to wait with her. afterthat, saw huiting. then ghakhee. then tzuchun who walked from another bustop to our bustop. i immediately grabbed tzuchun and told her what happened. i wasn't agitated at that point of time. but when jiaqing came, she asked why was i so quiet. when we were walking to the school, i suddenly realised that there were tears in my eyes. jiaqing & tzuchun was beside me, asking me not to cry. so i told myself, "kong xing hui kong xing hui. don't cry man you idiot." and i managed to suck my tears back. HAHA.
was quiet until around 5pm. jiaqing said she was unused, since i was the one who talk the most often, and during that time i was as quiet as a don't know what. HA. i was shocked to see myself like that too. don't know why. HAHA.

got into trouble with zixiang after that cos of some reasons. then he came and scold the 4 of us. hm. after that, he went to scold our SM, andy. me&jiaqing felt guilty. so we went to apologise to andy.
jiaqing cried in the class after that. ghakhee cried too. i see them, i also started crying. but a very slight one. since i was so pekchek cos my two good friends cried and also cos of the thing that happened earlier. was so angry that i scolded two words that i never scolded on anyone before. HA.
anyway, zixiang apologised afterwards when our de-brief ends. well, IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE. but my anger have depleted by then.

went to the washroom to retie that two pony tailes on my hair. so act cute man. buaytahan. since i was feeling so WARM & LAZY, i just combed all my hair up and tie it into a ponytail. i don't care about appearance at that period of time since my pa was coming to fetch me&jiaqing home. LALA.

so.. i reached home at 11. that's it for today!

2008-07-04T09:50:00.002+08:00

sorry bestfriend for this period of time,

when i'm not here for you.

i'm using this time in school to write this message for you.

this rehearsal is bad. has been getting more & more hectic.

it will be over soon.

and i promise i'll contact you after the performance.

i hope we will be able to meet up soon. (:

lastly, i love you my dear. :D

2008-07-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

these few days nomad nomad nomad. coming home as late as 11plus at night. o man. how great. this is tired. but i kinda hope that this will continue. i don't know why.

apparently, i've not blogged for a few days and have forgotten quite a number of things. hm. anyway, i will just blog what i remember.

30jun- met joy in j8 at night. she called, "xinghui!" so i shunbian wished her happy birthday. should have went to hug her. OW MAN. my dear girl. :D

1jul- reached class at 8am, so punctually. the school had postpone the time cos of nomad. HAHA. so.. yup. went for briefing in the afternoon and kfc at around 5plus with jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee after the briefing. was so high there. kept on laughing. then we saw a guy dressed in girl's clothing. somemore had long hair. and he was using those kinda fierce fierce the look looking at us. was kinda freaked out. so we left quickly after finishing out food.
went for rehearsal until 9plus. reached home 10plus. on the way home was so scary. so dark. tried calling shaojie but he was BATHING. so bobian. ran home all the way.
slept at 12plus cos was sewing a shorts which the side was torn out terribly. LOL.

2jul- yesterday. went to pizza hut with jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee & rebecca. chatted and saw anderson jc guy biting another anderson jc girl's shoulder. LOL. we pon-ed briefing cos it's just so sian. then went for rehearsal after that. stayed in school until 10plus. then after that, went for supper with friend. then took taxi home instead of bus cos of what chiachin told me about those kinda SCARY things. oo idiot. first time so spendthrift. & ghakhee lost her phone. somebody from class XX took it. LOL. this is NOT their first time ok. last time took weixuan's bag. then on 05'03'08, stole me, jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee's $$, which add up to be more than 100bucks. hai.

today. reached school at around 8.40. LOL. 7ppl waiting for the queen huiting to come. HAHA. what surprises us was that the security guard said good morning & smiled to us instead of shouting and chasing after us to go to the general office. and what surprises us MOST is that when mr ling saw us with our bags, he told us to go to our class quickly, put down our bags, then come down for pe. LOL. the school has changed cos of nomad. how scary. HAHA.
anyway, i realised that i'm back to liking that DANSON TANG YU ZHE again. GODGODGOD. was like holding on to tzuchun and telling her so excitedly that i like that singer/actor again. LALA~
anyway, went to ghakhee's house after school with jiaqing & tzuchun. her mother cooked green bean soup for us to drink. wonderful. was watching the bangbangtang's concert dvd. we are supposed to meet in school at 3 for briefing, but didn't go. was supposed to meet in school at 4 for rehearsal. but we arrived at around 6. HAHA. took the same bus with hansen & yichou.
during the rehearsal, the person suddenly play "fall for you". then i was like "EEKK." i held on to jiaqing so tightly. and serena was turning to look at me cos she knew that i like that song. HAHA. was so high.

hmhmhm. tomorrow's the real thing. hm. jiayou everyone. GOGO. saturday it will be over.

i didn't know why didn't i felt happy when i heard that they quarrelled.

afterall, i thought all along i wished that they wouldn't keep in contact with each other,

starting from since the time when huiting told me about them.

it was also cos of that incident that i nearly broke down at that time,

when i couldn't turn to him,

when i could only turn to doggie like usual.

even now, even when he tells me things about other girls,

i will just quietly listen to it.

i won't feel the same way like i had in the past.

why is this so?

was it cos i really trusted him, or was it cos i was too used to it?

i don't know.

all i know is i think i feel happy just to see him.

2008-06-30T15:19:00.002+08:00

hm hm hm. all these while seems to be good. after the faithful night on 27may, also the day when i finished working, i've been happy all along. HAHA.

anyway, thanks jengyih for giving me a box of chocolates for my birthday. the 4th present i've received. what surprised me most is that, most of the presents i received were from guys. LOL.

today i was very high during iap lesson. i don't know why. when my group went for the dance lesson, the teacher was like asking, "can anyone help me in taking the attendance?" or something like that, i replied, "no problem." then she replied, "great. then can you be the one who help me take the attendance?" LOL. that wasn't what i planned. but in the end, had a great fun taking the attendance. was laughing throughout. ppl were entertained by me too. i'm so great man.
hm. since i forgotten to bring my pe attire to school today, i went to borrow from my senior. HM. it was SO big man. ppl were like making fun of me saying that i'm wearing pyjamas. )=
but i managed to entertain most of the ppl and make them laugh with what i was wearing. they asked why am i so high. so i replied them, "why am i so high?" LOL.

anyway, going for nomad later. need to reach school at 7.30. end at 9.30. initially thought that it ends at 7.30. until rebecca, the big bully who sits behind me during assembly told me that it will be STARTING at 7.30. =.=" so.. ok lor. they win liao lor.

hm. today had ssrp during chi lesson. yeo leng wasn't here. wonder what happened to her. actually i still preferred her to come. since it was so sian in class during ssrp. HAHA.

i really like our new english teacher. LALA. her name's ms yeo. she teach don't know how many times better than chui ling la. and she's cute please. HAHA. and ar.. she will explain to you EVERYTHING if you don't understand something. good right. i love her man!

teacher's day coming. but youth day's sooner. i still preferred children's day. i want to get sweets & presents from my teachers. HAHA. anyway, i plan to buy presents for.. ms yeo, mdm yeo, mr lian for the sec school teachers and ms chua & perhaps mr chng for my pri school teachers. all these will depend on whether would i have enough $$ to spend on all these presents. if not, i will either make a card for them or make them a bottle of straw hearts/stars for them. hearts will be better luh. cos easier. HAHAHA.

hmhmhm. anyway, i don't know what else can i say. LALA. so just..

happy birthday to my dear girl joy[30'06'08] as well as juwei & yichou [28'06'08]! =D
may you all live in happiness always. o god. i sound so cliche. nevermind! got to go anyway! waiting for my mother to finish cooking. yum yum.

2008-06-28T22:12:00.003+08:00

LALA~ i've not posted for quite a very long time! HAHA. not very long actually. only yesterday la.

hmm. yesterday got nomad practice at 6pm. so went home after school. slept at 2. woke up at 4plus by my ma. parents fetch me to school, blk 202 there eat. then my ma still bought me a bottle of water chestnut to drink since she knows that i like that. so good right. man! i love her! then after eating, they fetched me to school.
then i went to the counsel room to find my classmates after calling chiachin asking where's he. hm. then i was sitting down. then got the big boardy thingy fell down. it hit my arm. so i turned around, was shocked that it's so very near me. lucky jengyih managed to hold it. thanks man. HAHA.

the rehearsal started at around 7plus. LOL. before that, i was crapping with jahwee, joanna, cheryl & rachel they all. i was holding on to jahwee then joanna was like pushing jahwee away then come and hold me. she said i was her girlfriend. so i told her, "did i agree to be your girlfriend? but if you have food, i will agree to be your girlfriend." HAHAHA~ then she have biscuits. so.. LALA! then at the parade square there, i saw jahwee, joanna they all sitting on one another's lap. so i told them, "eh! i want to play too!" so i went to sit on joanna's legs after telling her not to hug me. she helped me to massage my shoulders. shiok. she's such a boyfriend. HAHA.

ok. so the rehearsal started. chiachin asked me&jiaqing to make the baby's cries at certain parts. so we made. it sounded like crows. so a lot ppl was like laughing. and they come and blame me that i made them laugh! was it my fault was it my fault? no right! it's their fault cos they are supposed to CONTROL their laughter. LALA.

after the rehearsal, went to meet hub. was so high and i don't know why. then played along with hub. laugh here laugh there. then i reached home at 10plus. then went to bathe, blahblah.

today morning had tuition. all the ppl in my tuition class have flu. we were like sneezing away. sniff sniff. HAHA.
after tuition, went to hougang mall to buy some things. after that mrt-ed home.

today nothing much. just felt so much elightened cos i attended a study class about my belief. felt so much more happier after that. HAHA.

xinghui xinghui, GOGO man. you must study. must sleep more. play less.
i still remember the paper apple that is now being stapled on the notice board which yang lao shi gave us for us to write about our goals this year. and i wrote: work hard, study hard, play smart.
HAHAHA. creative ba.
anyway, got to go. =D

one more week, dear. =D

2008-06-26T22:44:00.002+08:00

i think i'm dying. my gastrics have been hurting today. ok, i shall not be so negative. HAHAHA.

hm. today had a fun pe. was running around like a mad woman. played tagger. mr lian asked me to start first. so i started. walked around the circle, thinking which person should i tag. so i walked and walked. then tagged. then i ran while laughing. HAHAHA.
after that, played a game that two person hold hands go catch other ppl. whoever is being caught is part of them. of course, i this kind of smart person is one of the last to be caught. ran and ran. so fun. i was tying my shoelace so i turned back tell the guys who's behind me saying, "wait. i want to tie my shoelace." then they say, "ok. we shall wait." ok lor. they win liao lor. then in the end, still kana caught. YAWN!

after school went to tzuchun's house with jiaqing & ghakhee to eat korean noodles. HAHAHA. was full until now. was playing with the toy, furbie. then we were like taking turns to play with it, saying, "furbie, want to play?" then ask him to sing a song, dance and tell a joke. HAHAHA. so cute. we were all laughing at it. LALA~
after that, around 5.15, went back to school for nomad practice. have to wait more than an hour for the rehearsal to start. but we only rehearsed one time. then mr james & ms serena praised us say we very good. the james still say we gave him hope. those teachers who scolded us in front of all of us, saying that we are a lousy class, you all are finally proven WRONG. HAHAHA~ 2/1 is never gotten be that lousy like how you all described us to be ok. toots.
we were released at 8pm while 2a & 2c still stayed on. LALA. vannyssa treated us to biscuits, sweets & chocolates. that generous girl. HAHAHA~ so.. after that, bus-ed home with jahwee & vannyssa. didn't talk much though. LALA.

2008-06-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

i'm back to post, since i feel like.

today reached school very early. around 7. cos my pa sent me to the busstop which saved me 10min of walking there. HAHA. met huiting in the bus. crapped.
reached school, crapped again. HAHA. was talking about our results. then huiting asked for my report book. i searched under my table since i remembering leaving it there. but i search & search. cannot find. so i was like saying, "ah i lost my report book i lost my report book." after awhile, cheryl asked me if i had passed it up yesterday. so i like, "ya hor. i handed in liao." LOL.

hm. i had flag raising duty today. thanks mendi for telling me this morning. (: or i wouldn't have gone to raise the flag. HAHA.

today during home econs lesson, it was.. HAHA. was asked to cut my fingernails. the nail cutter is like.. so small that it can't go into my fingernail for it to be trimmed. LOL. poor me. standing outside the homeecons room with brenda, both cutting our fingernails. she was talking about bringing her hello kitty nail clipper up. HAHAHA. i think she's crazy about hello kitty man. LALA. but i admit i like hello kitty ONCE la. had her a lot of things. straw, bag, shoe, hairband, pencil case and a lot a lot. LOL.

i'm going to buy a lot a lot a lot of marsh mallows. i'm going to buy ALL the flavours. chocolate, strawberry, grapes, orange.. hope to go ntuc soon! =D thanks jengyih for giving me that marshmallow. HAHAHA. there's no need to feel guilty luh. ;P

hmm. today in assembly i fell asleep while lying on tzuchun's back when mr tan is making his wonderful speech. so tired la. then sivalingam came and scold. i didn't look at him. cos i was too tired. look at him only get scolded. so.. rather not. YAWN.

after a long while of assembly, got the nomad briefing. GOD. after that, went to class take the holi eng homework wanting to pass it to the ms yeo. so guai right.
as she was a NEW teacher, we didn't manage to find any way to find her except for going to the staff room. then after that went downstairs to the new staff room. saw one indian teacher there. so i went to ask her, "excuse me." then she was like, "good afternoon. there seems to be no manners around." then me, jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee was like, "? !" LOL. ok. we managed to handle her but still didn't find ms yeo. so we went to the general office, saw her inside. HAHA.

then i was like mimicking the indian teacher of what she said earlier to ms yeo. HAHA. and i was telling her that i do 2 book reviews with two components which supposed to do only one. so i told her to give me more marks. then she like saying, "the maximum marks i can give is only 10 mah." cute leh she. then i was like, "10 la 10 la. anything la anything la. can la can la." then we were like laughing.

i find myself very creative. today during assembly i thought of a joke. i was like saying, "一只猫的老公是一只狗." and jiaqing & tzuchun laugh till very loud. so clever right. can thought of such creative things. =D

after school at around 3plus, my class had our nomad practice after walking to the foyer then back again. thanks chiachin for carrying my bag. i wanted to take it back but he didn't want to. so i didn't bully him!
hm. the whole class was practically playing a comedy instead of a horror show. the whole class was laughing and the stage manager in charge of our class was also laughing. HAHA.

hm. i was searching for my 2B chi textbook just now in my whole room only to decide after that that i haven't buy. LOL. and i just recalled that i haven't buy my history workbook too! GOD.

LALA. i'm so proud of myself that i finish my homework everyday and will not fall asleep during lessons. i hope to faster shift to the front with jiaqing so that we can pay attention during lessons and we won't have any chance to SLEEP, TALK, SLACK. HAHA. so smart right.
and today mdm chong asked me one maths question that i answered correctly. reason cos i learnt that chapter long ago in my tuition class. HAHA. i think this is the only time she didn't scold me when i answer her question. HAHA. not bad xinghui, you improved! =D

2008-06-24T22:14:00.003+08:00

i finally finally finally completed my english holiday homework. em. i don't think it's all. i still have the newspaper article thingy. o god. my shoulders are aching. i need a massage badly! =D

today morning, i walked into the classroom like a zombie. so tired man. i guess this won't be the worst. HAHA. after that, i went to ask tzuchun if she found my wallet that i left it yesterday under my table when i only realise it when i went to the mos burger to eat. LOL.

LALA. i feel completely worn out and exhausted right now. i think i can go to LALALAND if i were to just fall onto my bed right now. but i have to control. HAHA.

hm. had sexuality education in class during ve lesson today. the class is a little.. excited? LOL. learnt a few things about it i think. wasn't paying my full attention cos i just woke up at that point of time by cat. ng. and when i was sleeping, i dreamt! =D LALA.

i went to meet him today. LOL. YAWN. how happy. LALA.

anyway, everything now has seems to be so.. strange. i still can't seems to adapt many things although i've already seemed to have adapted. what is talking me? LOL. i don't know too. only know the place i want to go to is my great bed. HAHAHA. goodbye ppl!

2008-06-23T22:20:00.003+08:00

when i heard from my classmates what you have done for me,

i felt completely surprised & touched.

to think all those didn't happen on coincidence & luck.

all these while, i've been hearing a lot from ppl about you.

all these, all those, all this, all that.

practically, the whole class knows what you've done for me except for myself.

i didn't believe what ppl say initially,

but all these have been proven right by facts.

what you've said to jiaqing, i've kept it in my heart.

i was really lucky to have met a guy like you.

but all i want to say is,

if you don't mind, we will still be goodfriends.

i thank you for all that you've done,

and all the efforts you've spent on picking a birthday present for me

even though you didn't give it to me eventually cos of what jiaqing said to you.

i'm not trying to be disgusting over here in my blog,

but rather, i want to apologise sincerely for not being able to repay someone with anything.

sorry & thank you.

2008-06-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

today, was the first day in semester 2, term 3. wow. the feeling's a bit weird.
afterall, i've not been in class for like one month? LOL.
i've noticed a lot of changes in my class. ppl rebonded their hair[s], changing from specs to contact lenses. when i saw tzuchun in the morning, my first reaction was laugh, laugh till jump up&down. tzuchun cut & rebonded her hair! no more bush anymore! =D and she look cute! HAHAHA.

i received a present from tingrui today. thanks a lot bro. =D the 3rd present i got. 1st was a pair of shoes from my bro, 2nd was a hand-made piggy bank from dear peixian. HAHA.

and i too received the track&field shirt today from mr lian! mr lian's a good teacher! very good. thank you mr lian! :DD

LALA. anyway, ghakhee's so horrible please. she never wish me happy birthday from my birthday till now jiu suan liao. then i still heard from jiaqing that ghakhee asked her if me&him had broke. EVIL! i kept scolding her today. HAHA. but is play play de la. not really those kinda shouting. afterall, i'm a gentlegirl. =D

peixian's my love too! i love you!

peixian ar, holidays are here again.

and we won't be meeting each other as often anymore.

promise me that you'd stay happy like how you have always been.

you have been a true great buddy for these 3years,

and i truly cherish the friendship that the both of us share.

i hope we would always be bestfriends who will always be here for each other.

afterall, i'm so used in telling you everything that i couldn't tell others.

for now, let's strive hard for our studies and achieve good grades ok?

after our exams, we will be having a lot of fun together!

working, spca, yoga, gym, suana, EVERYTHING! HAHAHA~

if there's anything, you still can contact me. =D

of course i know you still would. HAHA.

last long with your boy ok.

i believe he's a nice guy who can give you happiness.

that's about it for now! ;D

2008-06-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

o ya. i forgot to mention that my younger bro tried to act like a superman by jumping down the escalator. however, unfortunately, he failed terribly and fell down.
blood oozed out from his knee and he went on crying, my ma went on being sacastic, while i went on laughing. =D

2008-06-21T21:23:00.003+08:00

ok fine. edward chia chun xiang. you are so tall. can ma like that? HAHAHA~

i saw joy in mrt today while going to hougang with my ma & my younger bro. HAHA.
she got so much taller. then we were like laughing at each other while our mothers were talking. then my stupid bro kicked my slipper and it went out of my foot flying. then they laughed. but after that, joy's slipper flew out without anyone kicking. HAHA. LOUSY. i love her so much man. but why is almost everyone who's shorter than me last time becomes taller than me now? last time i was second in height among me, siokteng, vivien, tzeching & joy. now i become the second last. )'= so sad please! and last time i was taller than wenan, dingyuan, chunxiang, amir & kahseng they all de lor. now they become so much taller than me. ok la. but they guys. so cannot say. hm. no matter what, i must find some ways to get taller! stretch myself. HAHAHA.

hmm. school's reopening soon. i don't want to study la! but i have to. or i cannot go out during the holis. how sad please. this one month holis like nothing much leh. only went to work, study, laptop-ing, birthday-ing and most of those boliao de things lor. SIAN.
i promise myself that i will go to spca, gym & suana the next holiday man. wait for me, for the GREAT XING is coming. HAHAHA~ LALA.

anyway, happy birthday to shiyun [19'06'08] & vannyssa [21'06'08]. stay happy always. (:

hm. what else do i want to say? nevermind. i think i forgot. it's ok it's ok. getting old anyway. shouldn't think so much about it. so.. goodbye! =D

2008-06-20T17:33:00.004+08:00

yesterday, i went out with siokteng, hweiqiang, kahwen & chunxiang.
me&siokteng was late by 15min. when we reached the mrt station, the 3guys were already waiting there. HAHA.
we mrt-ed to orchard, thinking that cathay cineplex is there. but after a long walk, and i asked a indian security, we realised that it's at somerset. HAHAHA. so we mrt-ed to somerset. sorry la. i forgot ALL about somerset. LALA.
when we reached there, it's already 2plus. HAHA. went to buy movie tickets then went to burger king. the guys bought food while me&siokteng took the food + drinks from them. very gentlemen la they. =P
me&teok was like pleading the guys to take neoprints. kahwen was ok with it while chunxiang & hweiqiang INSISTED on no. eventually, chunxiang gave in but that hweiqiang still don't want. so ok lor. the 4 of us went to take. HAHAHA~

after finish taking, went up to the cinemas there meet hweiqiang. bought our popcorns&drinks on the 4th level. i took the popcorns and ate & ate with teok. =D but afterthat, we realised that it's on the 6th level. so.. we went up the escalator. on the way up, i tripped and some of the popcorns flew out. so paiseh. the ppl on top was like looking at me cos i kinda shouted. we quickly went into the theatres and guess what? we were late. LOL.
we watched & watched, laughed & laughed. our laughters can be heard clearly in the theatres, especially teok one. her laughter powerpac. HAHAHA.

after the movie, the guys were thinking of watching get smart. so.. we went to buy. but it was out of stock. so too bad. LALA. so, we mrt-ed. hweiqiang&chunxiang alighted at serangoon cos they want to go home while me, teok & kahwen went to hougang. =D
teok went running around wanting to buy the bangbangtang dvd. but it was sold out. HAHA. so she was kinda disapointed. LALA. afterthat, we went to minitoons. i wanted to buy things and kahwen wanted to buy a present for a girl whom he got to know in the internet. good lor him. kanasai. we spent a long time in the minitoons, practically cos of me la. HAHAHA~ i was looking for things and blahblah.
then, went to comics connection buy another thing. so.. spent a lot $. HAHA.
after that went to food court and teok packet vegetarian food back home. then we ran to popular cos i wanted to buy my stuffs. so.. spent quite some time choosing it too. HAHA.

when i reached serangoon, was scolded by my parents, blahblahblah. went to have my dinner. so damn hungry please. was gorging in the food. then i received one sms from chunxiang saying that he was in the soyabean shop just behind the shop i was eating at. i told him i didn't saw him and he said something like i'm COCKEYE. ok. good. i'm a forgiving person. i shall forgive him on his ignorant comment. =P

hm hm. shall talk about today. i'm feeling VERY hungry currently. i need to eat. by the way, it's a boring day today! got to go. ma nagging. BYEBYE.

2008-06-19T11:45:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA. firstly, i would like to thank :

aiqi, amanda, amir, beloved biaoge & biaojie & bro,

chenning, cheryl, chiachin, chunming, chunxiang, chunyee,

dingyuan, enqi, hansen, huiting, hweiqiang,

jengyih, jiahui, jiaqing, joy, juwei, kahseng, kahwen,

peixian, peixian's boyfriend, peixian's father,

roxanne, shaojie, sheena, siokteng, tzeching, tzuchun,

vivien, yiying, yucong and lastly, my dear parents

for wishing me happy birthday. thanks to all who remembered my birthday.

all the wishes will be kept in my heart and it will be greatly appreciated by me. =D

i arranged it in alphabetical order ok. i'm NOT biased to anyone. LALA.

lastly, i love you people!

apparently, most of them were my primary school friends.

i don't know why.. but i still misses my primary school life a lot.

i miss playing & laughing together as a big group in class, i miss going to track trainings with the usual bunch of ppl and hanging out in the 7-11 opp our school after almost every training, i miss having a patient form teacher like mr chng who never once scolded me for whatever i did, but instead, talk to me patiently.

i love 5D/6D besties: siokteng, vivien, tzeching, joy, wenan, dingyuan, hweiqiang, kahseng, kahwen, amir, hanafi, chunxiang, singfan, darren & zhangshuo. thank you all of you for giving me so much wonderful memories which are so valuable that must be kept in my heart forever.

thank you esther, yiying, chunyee, stephanie and the rest of my trackmates for making my track trainings so enjoyable each time. and my dear instructor, mr lim. =D

thank you peixian for calling my house cos of one stupid reason and we became goodfriends after that.

lastly, thank you sheena for being there for me whenever i needed someone in my primary school. you were the only one who knew everything about my troubles, my happy things & the one who never failed to encourage & cheer me up whenever i'm feeling down. you made me realised so much things. although we have not met for a very long time, i hope to meet you soon! you promised me yesterday that you will let me hug! =D

my conclusion: i love all of you! =D

i want my primary school life BACK.

hmm. anyway, will be going out with siokteng, hweiqiang, kahseng, kahwen & chunxiang later. it was a last-minute decision yesterday. =P even though the rest like vivien, tzeching, joy, wenan & dingyuan can't make it, but i believe that all of us will meet up soon. =D i love you guys, a lot a lot & a lot!

2008-06-17T17:43:00.003+08:00

let me blog about just now since the memory is still fresh. =D
i felt really depressed in the early afternoon. i went to have breakfast/lunch with myself in the coffeeshop downstairs with a cup of bubble tea. i was upset. don't know why.

after that, i went to peixian's house at around 3. saw her&herboyfriend. HAHAHA. so sweet!
then.. peixian told me to wait at her room while she prepare something. then i told her, "you have a surprise for me right? =P" then she replied, "no." HAHAHA. so i lied on her bed and waited while playing my hp games. LALA.
after awhile, she came in, close my eyes and brought me to the living room. then i saw 3 small cakes with 1 big candle and 5 small candles. stupid leh. i'm only 14 and she put FIVE small candles. the biggest toot man.
i ate all the 3cakes up even though i was very full. we chatted about a lot of stuffs. i told her something and she went on cursing&swearing. HAHAHA. perhaps that was the reason why was i upset. LALA~

anyway, i got my FIRST present today from peixian! =D thanks man. she brought me a mickey&minnie mouse piggybank which was made up of different pieces of puzzles. LOL. i wanted to buy a piggybank initially. but looks like i don't have to now. how great. can save the $$. LALA.

my mother told me that she will be pushing me from now on till i graduate in sec4, nagging me to study always. i guess that's the life i've stick with. but i believe, it's something good. i need ppl to push me to study then i will study. HAHA.

i guess.. that should almost be it.
thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday! i love you guys! =DD

thanks for cheering me up today again.

i guess you are still the one who understands me the most.

i love you for what you have prepared for my birthday.

thank you, best friend. =D

2008-06-17T13:27:00.003+08:00

today's a boring day afterall. YAWN.

anyway, happy birthday to xinghui, jensin & peihua.
these are the other two ppl whom i know has the same birthday as me. LOL.
happy birthday to xinghui
she's a very smart girl
she's already 14
congratulations to her. =DD
this is the birthday song i thought for myself when i woke up this morning at 9plus. so pro right.

well well. yesterday, i went to vivo. watched two movies- panda & hunk. hm. i hope to watch the 10 promises to dog and the shaolin girl soon. YAWN. i'm so tired and i'm hungry too. haven't eaten my breakfast/lunch yet.

anyway, thanks to all whom wished me happy birthday. i was really happy. =D i love you guys. =DD

2008-06-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

today, i went to yishun to collect something. walked to the busstop. actually wanted to take 22 to amkhub. but since 53 came so quickly, i just went up the bus. bus-ed to j8. mrt-ed to yishun. first time going there. when i reached there, was desperately finding northpoint shopping centre. but being smart, i found it very quickly. =D
waited for the person for more than 20min. stand till leg ache. == then.. mrt-ed back to j8. then went home. that's it! ;D

tomorrow's 16jun. how fast. feeling rather excited about tomorrow. cos i'm going to celebrate my birthday with bf. =D

by the way, happy papa's day to all papas. =D i thought today's only the 2nd sunday of june, until peixian told me. i still scold her stupid cos i thought she got it wrong. =P HAHAHA~

LALA. another person wished me happy birthday. that is my dear aiqi. :D

HAHA. 2more days to my birthday ppl. i've already prepared myself fully for receiving smses and most importantly, presents! ;D

2008-06-14T17:10:00.002+08:00

hm hm. yesterday i went to meet hansen for lunch. then after that went to the bus interchange to wait for siokteng. waited from 2.16 all the way to 2.54. goodness. i was playing with the games in my hp. HAHA. it's good that i've GREAT patience. =D

then.. we went to buy tickets for our movie. the chronology of nardia or something. that's what i told the person selling the tickets. so paiseh. i couldn't pronounce it clearly and he was like "err?". =P
after that, we went to buy popcorns! =D
we went into the cinemas at 3.24pm. the advertisment was so long man. until around 3.40. LOL. i was holding onto the popcorns and ate & ate & ate. delicious. then whenever i took the drink to drink, i will bring it to siokteng there and say, "darling" then she will give those kinda face and drink the drink. she did the same. and i will always say, "good girl." LALA~
it was the first time we finished eating the big big box of popcorns, not leaving a single one left. =D
the movie ended at around 6pm. so long la. but the movie's nice. the 3 guy main characters all quite handsome. =DD

we went to the washroom after that. and siokteng was so suay. HAHAHA. when she was opening her shorts, the button came off. i was laughing and pulling her around to look for shorts. so kind right. but in the end, she didn't want to buy. so.. we went to hougang mall. reached at around 7.30. i bought something and she bought her shorts. to be precise, HOT PANTS wor. =P

my conclusion for yesterday: siokteng agreed to buy me a present. =DD i might buy a monkey for her. LALA.

hm. anyway, i didn't go for tuition today. cos of valid reasons. ;D

3 more days to my birthday ppl. and i already got 2 birthday wishings. from joy & chiachin. next week's gona be fun/sian/nervous? i don't know. i wish school will not reopen so soon. that's it for today! =D

2008-06-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

GOD GOD GOD. i've no mood to post. i'm PISSED PISSED PISSED.
so PISSED. very PISSED. extremely PISSED.
goodbye. shall post about today perhaps later when my mood's better.

2008-06-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

hello everyone. today's a boring day for the GREAT XING. o man. so sad.

my parents woke me up at 10am this morning as usual. god. so tired man. i slept at 1plus last night you know!
after that, around 12.30, i went out to go to school. when i reached downstairs, i realised that my ez-link card was in my bag which was at home. GOD. i didn't have the house keys and nobody was at home. so.. very sian lor. need to use coins. )=
reached school at 1pm for council meeting.
reached home at 5pm. the first time i did when i reached home was to take out the ice-cream and eat. the sun is SCORCHING please. so HOT. goodness.

hm. tomorrow.. should be another day of sian-ness ba. perhaps going out with my brother to get my birthday present. =D LALA~

2008-06-12T20:49:00.003+08:00

i was tagged by chongyang to do this this. ((:

1)at what age do you wish to get married ?
25?

2)study hard or play hard ?
play hard after i've studied hard. i'm a good girl. :D

3)who is the person you trust most ?
him, peixian, shaojie, tzuchun, jiaqing, siokteng & so on~

4)why do you think you have not enough confidence ?
cos there will always be ppl bringing me down.

5)if you have a dream come true , what would you want it to be ?
good results, him, everyone to be happy. =D

6)what is your idea of a bf or gf ?
hm. good question. i want a caring one, a handsome one, a rich one & a considerate one! =PP

7)what is your goal this year ?
for my results to be better than what i expected. =D

8)do you believe in eternity love ?
no no no.

9)if you have all the time in the world but no money , what would you do ?
i'll go to work to earn $, then take the $ to study. study finish i will work in a BIG BIG company and i will be rich. smart right? ;D

10)if time were to unwind , what would you change ?
i would change my attitude towards everything. LALA~

11)which period of time time made u want to break down ?
the period of time when me&him argued? LOL.

12)what feelings do you hate the most ?
all those negative feelings. it's bad for health. and of course, the feeling i have when i don't have $.

13)do you cherish all of the friendships you have ?
i cherish everything that's worth cherishing. ;)

14)do you believe in love at first sight ?
that's nonsense. the few lessons of VE taught me that love at first sight is crap. =D

15)what do you think are the most important things in your life ?
family, besties, money, everything in my life and HIM! =D

16)who do you want to be always behind you ?
the one who always want to be behind me. ;D

17)people who are going to be hated by you ?

i don't go around asking for such things. =="

18)describe the person who tagged you in five words .
superman, apologetic, nice, SOCIABLE, daring. ;)

19)how many percent do you think you are in front of your friends ?
that will depend on what friend am i in front with. HAHAHA~

20)who is the first person you sang a song to ?
those who heard me singing when i was bathing. =P

instruction : remove one question from the above and add in your personal question .make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people . list them at the end of the post . notify them at their cbox that they've been tagged . whoever does the tags will have blessings from all .

1)peixian
2)vivien
3)joy
4)NIL
5)NIL
6)NIL
7)NIL
8)NIL

2008-06-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY ONE&ONLY BELOVED JAHWEE! =DD

SO SORRY JAHWEE! I FORGOT YOUR BIRTHDAY!
PLEASE FORGIVE ME! HAHAHA.
SO.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
I REALLY LOVE YOU A LOT.
JUST THAT I'M GETTING OLD, SO MEMORY IS GETTING VERY TERRIBLE. SO SORRY SO SORRY!
BUT I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE ME A LOT! SO MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT STILL MUST GIVE. =D
I SHALL SING A HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG TO YOU NEXT TIME I SEE YOU, OK?
AND I SHALL GIVE YOU MY ONE&ONLY PRECIOUS HUG TO PROVE TO YOU I'M SORRY! LALA~
SEE, I'M SO SINCERE MAN! SO QUICKLY THANK ME! =DD

2008-06-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

ok! i'm so happy. the music in my blog can finally be played. hm. but still got some MINOR problems. but i guess it will be alright after awhile. (:

i went to visit my grandparents today. (: and i found out that my grandpa is finally being discharged from the hospital after 16days. hm.

o well. tomorrow have council meeting. since tomorrow i have nothing on, i shall go to school. LALA. but i think i have to leave early. hai.

i wasn't looking forward to next week. i don't want holis to end so quickly. i still want to play. i don't want to return to school. i don't want to have tests and homework everyday and projects every now & then. it's boring. o god.

2008-06-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

hmhmhm. today wasn't a great day. but still, i'm proud of myself that i read the teenagers' digest which was compulsary to order in school. one of the stories was rather touching i suppose. so i settled myself comfortably on my cosy bed and continued reading and reading since i didn't felt like doing assessment. then my ma didn't scold me for that since i was READING a book/digest. HAHAHA. so smart right! =D

by the way.. i've been seeing lizards in my house these 2days. last night was in my room, and today was when i'm bathing. my god la! my house so clean please. why will have lizards coming in, furthermore, BABY lizards. atrocious. it must be that family who lives upstairs. i never fail to see BIG, FAT lizards crawling into their windows everytime i looked up when i was walking along the corridor. and these lizards will crawl into my house. so bad. such behaviour cannot be tolerated.
i was so freaked out when i realised that there's a baby lizard in my bath room when i was bathing today ok. o man. idiot. i was careful not to spray water on it or it will anyhow crawl. if it anyhow crawls, and crawl onto me, i think i will shout & scream till i faint. =.=" HEH. how embarrassing.

one more week to the GREAT XING'S birthday. HAHAHA~ i had to suffer hunger today afternoon cos there wasn't anything for me to feed on. hence, i waited for my parents to come back from amk hub to bring for me & my bro delicious food. =D
the wait was unbearable. but i still manage to persevere though. so.. HEHE. i ate the prawn dumplings & curry puffs. =D OO MAN. prawns still taste as nice as ever. ;D

after eating all those food, i sat on my sofa to watch tv. watch watch watch. and my younger bro came with a bowl full of grapes. so i shared with him and ate them. then.. he took another bowl. and also, me & him shared. HAHA. eat till i'm so full. then my ma still make the fruit juice for me. GOD. but still, not bad la. got a HEALTHY lifestyle. ;)

i guess.. this week is going to be boring! VERY boring! VERY VERY VERY boring! i want to go out i want to go out! i want to eat ben&jerry's ice-cream, i want to eat japanese food, i want to eat korean food. o god. i'm feeling hungry just thinking of it. )= LALALA!

2008-06-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

well well well. i've just been asked by SAMUEL how were my holidays. and so i went to think about it. hm hm hm. it's rather meaningless i suppose. he always ask such questions. =="
no spca, no badminton, no gambling, no suana, no gym, no going kbox, no having fun, no going out to play. HAI HAI HAI! to think about it, it's VERY saddening!

HAHAHA! anyway, i've planned my schedule next week. ;D
next monday, out with bf. next tuesday, out with idiot peixian. next wednesday, out with doggie shaojie. HAHAHA! hope my ma allows ba! LALA~

tomorrow shall be another day of me staying at home again. ;) i shall take this opportunity to get enough sleep by waking up as late as possible. =D then.. i shall pray hard to study. ;)

it's so tiring to be not getting enough sleeps everyday. i woke up at 8.53am today by a morning call and my ma's ROARING voice. HAHAHA~ i'm quite tired though.

and can anyone tell me what's wrong with the music in my blog? how come it cannot be played? ='(

2008-06-09T23:29:00.003+08:00

gosh. i've been tagged by VIVIEN to do this survey. ((:

1. If you given a choice between friends and love, which one would you choose?
Ans: half-half

2. What do you want the most?
Ans: everything nice! =D

3. Do you believe in afterlife?
Ans: i suppose so.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Ans: i always believe in giving out love. ;D

5. When do you wish to die?
Ans: when i've accumulated enough merits to go to heaven.

6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Ans: must it be a rainbow?

7. What impossible things have you wished for?
Ans: nothing's impossible. ;)

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans: what do you mean? i don't think so.

9.Do u believe in angel?
Ans: i guess so.

10. What feeling do you love the most?
Ans: when i'm sleeping/laughing/playing. =D

11. Your ideal bf/gf is how ?
Ans: it's the FEEL that counts. =P

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Ans: should be jealousy ba.

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Ans: i cherish everything that's worth cherishing. ;D

14. Is there anything you look forward to in the next few weeks?
Ans: to get all a1s for tests/exams and to have ample sleep.

15. What do you think is the most impt. in your life?
Ans: food, money, love, play, sleep, be happy. =D

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Ans: the one who always hope to be here for me? =D

17. Do you find life meaningless?
Ans: depends on how i make use of it.

18.Do you treasure your life?
Ans: i have to, don't i?

19.Do you know what is love?
Ans: ppl have different views of it. i guess.. i don't know.

20.What's your sex?
Ans: i think i'm a girl.

Remove one question from the above and add in your own personal question and answer then tag 8 people in your list.Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.

The blessed people:
1. peixian
2. joy
3. everybody ba! =D

2008-06-08T17:58:00.004+08:00

okay, i angry le wor! kanasai kanasai. is there something wrong with my laptop? why can't the music in my blog be played even after TWO days? huh huh? 过分leh. how could it treat me like this?

anyway, today, i found out something. HAHAHA.
actually hor.. miracles happen all the time. =D is just that whether you choose to believe or not. hmm. i guess i believe in it! LALA. i shall never take anything for granted from now on. xinghui, GO FOR IT.

what am i talking? hm. i guess i don't understand too.

anyway, yesterday's amanda's birthday. so.. happy birthday to her. ((:

i'm gona believe that chongyang's a siao kia. he enjoys me calling him a toot, bozo & idiot. he kept yay-ing. i don't know what's wrong with him. LOL.

omg. i'm so so so hungry! my stomach asking me to feed it. die die. i've to control. LALA. i've really become a lot fatter as days pass. HAHA. but i don't mind.
my current wish: to have unlimited amount of good food for me to feed on. =D
i want japanese food, i want korean food~ =DD

2008-06-06T21:50:00.004+08:00

today, i spent the day with boyfriend since yesterday was our 3months anniversary. (:
firstly, we met at mac for breakfast. then.. we went to bugis. shop-ped. bought couple watch. LOL.
then.. went to j8.
then.. went back home. i reached home at around 9. had a bad scare cos of something though. i guess it can be counted as a memorable thing? LOL. so.. LALA. god bless. HAHAHA~

anyway, we did a good deed by helping a lady trapped inside the handicap washroom out. she thanked us. was quite happy though. HAHA.

hmm. nothing much to add on la.. YAWN. so sian please. but my birthday's coming. =D peixian says she want to celebrate with me. HAHAHA~ but i don't want to celebrate with her. =P

so.. that's about it! miss me ppl. my gastrits hurting. bye~ ;)

2008-06-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

today, i wasn't lucky at all. LALA. i went to top up my ez-link card cos the concession period is over in serangoon mrt. i went to one of the 2 machines which were in use. i insert my ez-link card in the hole where's it suppose to be inserted. then, it just remain there, not going into that hole on its own. so i pushed it inner. still, it remained there. finally, i pushed it almost all the way in. then it got stucked there. i fiddled with it, hoping to get it out. but i failed. so i went to the counter and told the staff there that my ez-link was stucked in that top-up machine. and after a long while, it got out. so i went happily to queue at the next machine which's available which has a long queue. when it was my turn finally, i realised that the coin couldn't be inserted into the machine. i turned back and ask the lady behind me if she had a $5 note for me to change. so she checked. and unfortunately, she didn't have. so i have to walk all the way to the counter to let the staff top-up. he scolded me for putting a neoprint on my picture and demanded that i take the neoprint out so that he could IDENTIFY me. so, i took it out. LOL.

after that, i went to amkhub to meet my friend. then, took 133 to bugis to meet peixian&her boyfriend, hoping that they would be on time to catch the bus. but unfortunately, they didn't. so i had to get down the bus with my friend to wait for that idiot peixian&her wonderful boyfriend. =P wasted our time and $$ la. idiot.
so when they came, another 133 came after that and we boarded it and went to bugis. LALA. we went on separate ways as we had our own things to buy. HAHA.
around 2plus, we finally meet again. HAHA. we were walking when peixian called me and i turned around. and guess what? a cigarette burnt my poor little hand. the guy who was holding the cigarette was like asking if i was okay. peixian, her boyfriend and my friend asked if i were okay. LOL. but still, i don't know why. even though it was painful, i went on smiling. HAHA. then that peixian brought me to the diva shop where we spent $8 each for the friendship necklace. == although that necklace look better than the previous one, but it itch me when i wear it. and the baddest thing about it is, i have to take it out whenever i bathe. that's troublesome please! my god.
then.. we went to cityhall. me&my friend went to the hongkong cafe to have our lunch since i was feeling hungry&moody. food can cheer me up. =D we ate the noodles, the french toast which was my 1st time trying, the mochi & the milktea. we were shivering in the cafe. it was so cold please! and the bill was.. $32.50? HAHAHA. expensive though. hmhmhm.
hmm. after that, went shop shop which we didn't buy anything. HAHA. then.. went out of marina square and to the streets to shop shop again. LALA. i went to places which are scary. LOL. so.. yup. felt strange. then.. at around 7plus, mrt-ed home. then around 9plus i reached home. HAHA. that's about it!

2008-06-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

yesterday, went to cut hair with siokteng in central. walked around, don't know which salon to go to. actually planned to go to one of them in the beginning. but walked till there, it seems scary, so never go in. then walked around for 1hour. went in another salon. then came out after that. cos decided not to go there. then in the end, went to the one we planned to go initially.
the hairdresser was like asking me if i had done rebonding before, and i told her no. she asked me if i have done treatment for my hair, and again, i told her no. she was like persuading me to go for rebonding. then i was like telling her, "i don't like my hair to be too straight." then she tell me to try soft rebonding. she was recommending it to me. so in order not to let her feel disappointed, i asked about the price. and it's $98 & $108. then i like "wow". then she was like saying still got a free treatment. then my heart was thinking, "it isn't free. it has been included into the price. they say it free just to attract ppl." HAHA. i'm so smart. then she went on and on. so i asked her how long will the rebonding takes and she replied more than 3hours. then i was like, "siao". and i asked her would it spoil the hair. then she replied, "of course not! who would want to rebond if it spoils ppl's hair?" LOL. if it really spoils ppl's hair, ppl also would rebond it cos it makes them look better.
but who cares?
so my conclusion: i won't be rebonding my hair. i don't want my salary that i just got to be spent in such a not meaningful de way. and i don't think i need that anyway. LALA.

anyway, i went to the jap buffet in imm yesterday. =D
i ate so much. so much till i felt so uncomfortable after that. their food tastes GREAT. their ice-cream taste even GREATER. but i don't think i will be going there for a long long time. cos yesterday.. i suddenly felt so sian about it. HAHA. i think i will go to seoul garden soon to BARBERQUE! we shall see about that! =D

hmm. my birthday is gona be 2weeks later. i don't seems to be looking forward to it even though i'm feeling excited towards it. cos when my birthday comes, it also means that school will be reopening soon. ARGH.

today! i went to peixian's house. went central de mac with her. then went walk walk around. central practically had almost NOTHING. hai. HAHA. so we went to rent one jap horror dvd which's nc16 and brought back her house to watch. LALA. it was scary i think. so i held on to her, and she held on to me. until about the end when we both got smses. it wasn't really scary liao. cos basically, i didn't really understood the movie. HAHA. after watching the movie, i went home. and after that went to bishan de s11 with my family. i had korean food again. i love it. ;D

that's about it! bye~

2008-06-01T10:08:00.002+08:00

wah.. my biaojie.. that pro idiot. got a company look for her to shoot a commercial. cos her wushu is pro, then got a lot gold medals. then the company agreed to provide her school with the product whenever they have any events. that pro sia. HAHAHA. then her studies is those kind very good de. then everyone in her school, including the security guard and cleaners know her. this holidays she will be going overseas again to train for wushu/wushu competitions. LALA~ good luck to you, my dearest biaojie! =DD

hmm. i will be going for jap buffet at imm tomorrow! =D plus.. i will be going to cut my hair with siokteng. actually suppose to go with peixian.. but since siokteng knows where's the salon and she wants to cut her hair too, then i shall go with her! ;D will go to her house tomorrow at 12.. then we shall walk to central together to cut. don't know what to cut till. but.. i'll be grateful enough if it doesn't turn out to be shit. even it turns out to be shit, there's nothing i can do about it. HAHA.

hmm. i got my pay yesterday. my parents brought me to jiaqing's house there to collect the pay. good right they. so i don't have to take mrt go meet her. HAHAHA~ i feel so much richer now. LALA. but my mother call me to bank in my account. but i told her i want to take some out. HAHA.

i've already started studying you know! =D i'm so proud of myself. but this is still not enough. i need to run faster than others now since i ran so much slower than others in semester one. hmm. hope to get good grades ba! ;)

yesterday and the day before i went to tantockseng with my family to visit my grandpa. the day before he was asleep and his hands were swollen. then yesterday, he was awake, but still, his hands were swollen. i touched his head for a long long time. his eyes will open and look at me sometimes, as if he wanted to tell me something. but.. he couldn't. cos he couldn't speak. hai. i looked at him and prayed prayed prayed. i prayed for his sufferings to decrease, i prayed for his condition to get better, i prayed for his sufferings to stop. there were so many things passing through my mind at that point of time. it has been more than 4years he has been like this. not eating, not speaking, not getting up of bed, this infection and that infection.. his condition getting worser&worser each time. how long more will this continue?

2008-05-30T12:16:00.003+08:00

today, i woke up at 9.21am. thanks to chiachin's call. ==
well well. i should be waking up early from now on.. everyday my parents will be adding into my pressure, "xing ar, you must study hard. need to buck up leh." oh man. i wasn't supposed to go out during this jun holis i suppose.. will miss the gambling, all those mahjong & poker cards that me, hweiqiang & we all played. HAHA. i will miss going to siokteng's house and laughing with her.. i will miss going to badminton with siokteng, vivien, tzeching, joy, hweiqiang, kahwen, amir... hmm. i will miss going to karaoke to get so high with peixian. i will miss eating all those food with peixian. most importantly.. i will miss my sheena, whom i've not seen for a LONG LONG TIME~
but i guess.. i will still be going out this holis. just that not too often. =D

next thursday. i'm looking forward to next thursday. 5th jun. HAHAHAHAHAHA~ but he/she won't be free. so.. HAI! it's ok it's ok. ;)

my grandpa is hospitalised in tts again. hai. what to do! what can i do to help? nothing. hai hai hai. guess everything shall remain this way ba. it's like a cycle, kept on repeating repeating & repeating. hope he gets better.

2008-05-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

what a wonderful day. =DD
HAHAHAHA~ i'm finally happy after a long long time.
6days. hmm. that's long. very long.
thanks for giving me that chance, dear. (: LALALA~
everything's back to normal today.
no more waking up at 9am, no more meeting of that indian in the lift, no more manager picking up, no more meeting uncle victor, no more work, no more school! =D
but today.. uncle victor called me. idiot. talk about all sorts of nonsensical things. say what the manager treated him to eat, say what chinese education, say a lot. i was talking to peixian and he just interrupted like that. i was thinking of ways to end it. cos i was going out. and i succeeded. i told him i was going out, so next time chat. then he asked, "huh? going out ar? then why never tell me?" then i was like, "ar." i guess jiaqing would laugh till very happy if she were to know this. idiot la please!

hmm.. then today.. HAHAHA. i was happy. shall not say out in this blog. just.. want to thank that person who made me happy today. yeah man. i love you. say you love me too! HAHAHA!

anyway! peixian ar. stay happy. be a strong strong girl like how you've always been. ;D i believe you&him will last! i trust that he's a nice guy, a caring guy. HAHAHA~ yup. so stay happy. anything, call me. i will always be here for you. let's jiayou together since our problems always come together.. okay? HAHAHA~ hope to see you during the holis even though i'm forbidden to go out! i love you always always always! =D

2008-05-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

i thought we were alright.
but i felt as if i was a weakling in front of you sometimes.
what the hell is wrong with me?
why am i behaving this way?
why do i feel more sadness than happiness?
why this, why that, why everything?
i was about to say. say out. when you stopped me.
i was only late for a second.
i felt it was so difficult to talk to you.
in school, in phone.
sometimes i just have to try so hard.
why?
we seems to be hiding a lot of things from each other.
we don't seem at all happy together.
both of us tried so hard,
but in the end we still cannot understand each other.
is this fate?
i don't know.
i just know currently, presently.
my heart is hurting so much. so so much.

2008-05-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

today marks the end of my work! FINALLY! i felt a sense of relief.
but i will miss it. seriously. 5days just passed like that. without me knowing.., hai.
those food, all those nice ppl whom i met & know..

i will miss sawasdee! HAHAHA. that's the thai brand. the ppl took aeroplane to sing from thai. yesterday the uncle was like calling me&jiaqing to pass 2 packets of fried bee hoon for the auntie there. but when we go there, know 2 guys. selling sugarcane drink one. one of them is the hair like coconut that one. HAHA. then another one is the short short one. when he saw us, he was like saying hi in thai. then i was like "YO!" then he there "YOYOYO!" so cute right. HAHA.
so ar.., me&jiaqing went back take another 2 plates of fried bee hoon for them. then we got 2 drinks in return. then the short short guy was like taking out the yellow straw the coconut hair guy put in my drink and replace it with a PINK straw then smile smile at me then do some funny actions. HAHAHA. very cute la thai ppl.
then today, when jiaqing accompanied me to go buy the thai sweet, which was my FAVOURITE, and i eat a lot everyday, the guys there gave us one drink. then at night that time, we went to take 2 packets of beehoon for them. but cannot find them. so we went back to our stall. jiaqing wrote her name on one packet then mine on another. HAHA. then after a while, we went back there again. the short short guy was there. then i gave him the packet i was holding onto with my name on it. then jiaqing gave him hers too. then he wanted to give us the drinks, but we rejected, cos paiseh luh. HAHA. then he was like asking about the words on the packets. then jiaqing pointed to him which is hers, then i pointed to him which is mine. then he took my packet then say he want that. HAHAHA. then i was like asking him where's the coconut hair guy. then he called him. then said some thai words. HAHAHA. say till very funny. say he take my packet. then the coconut hair take jiaqing's packet. then he put the packet at his heart there. HAHAHAHA. cute right. he's only about my height. perhaps a little taller than me. =P short short one. HAHA. then i bought 3 packets of thai sweet, jiaqing bought 2. then the auntie was like calling the short short guy to deliver to us afterwards. then the short short guy was like saying no problem. HAHA. then after a while when we reached our stall, the coconut hair guy brought for us two drinks. we rejected. but he gave it to us. so.. HAHA. we just took it. the drinks are nice de okay! =D
my impression of thai actually changed so much after this food fest. surprising.

next up.. the ppl whom i work with.. HMM. how to say leh. the uncles&aunties are cute luh. very funny. i with them laugh until.. HAHAHA. but they were like suan-ing me with another uncle, say what he only buy food for me, knowing that i like the thai sweet, everyday buy for me.. then never even buy for jiaqing.. waliao la. please la. he 38years old liao leh. can be my father liao leh. although he's not married la, but.. IMPOSSIBLE lor. jiaqing kept telling me about him. idiot la. hair all stand liao la.
then yesterday the 38years old uncle was like buying satays. ask the auntie give free de. he bought 10, the auntie only gave him 3 free ones. then after a while, as we were eating, a uncle who was shorter than me, came with one whole plate of satays, more than 20, saying that the auntie give him free de. say the auntie look at him for very long liao. buaytahan. sell the beehoon & laksa with him really very enjoyable. kept telling funny things one leh. but all the uncles who worked in the same stall with me got one common point. they all like saying that they are handsome. HAHA. but.. actually for their age, they are la. HAHAHA. give them some face.

hmm. summary: these five days at singapore expo selling fried beehoon, laksa, beef beehoon, beehoon in packet & packets of rice, i learnt so much so much. i introduced to ppl the dif kinds of products, persuade them into buying. even though it was extremely tiring, and we had to stand for like more than 10hours a day, but.. i really enjoyed it. there was so many nice ppl whom i met & interacted with. even though some of the customers were demanding & stingy, but it's a very good learning experience for me. i enjoyed it, a lot. these 5days of hard work & memories will be kept in my heart, always.
in november, there will be another food fest. if it's possible, i would like to work there too. i'm not afraid of standing 10hours a day, and reaching home as late as 11pm at night. HAHA. at least the manager sends me home and fetch me to work everyday. if not, it'll be worse. thanks to all! i love you ppl! CHYE CHOON BEEHOON. GOGO. HAHA.

anyway, peixian came to expo today. saw her boyfriend and her another friend with her boyfriend. LOLOLOL. everybody has got boyfriends. HAHA. i treated her with the thai sweet! it's nice! i know. HAHA. i still want to eat it everyday. $2 for 4rolls is.. HAHA. okay la. sometimes when i buy, still got free 2 rolls de leh! HAHA. very nice la the ppl.. really. then.. peixian still gave me a necklace. LOL? a friendship necklace. HAHA. wearing it now. LALA~

tomorrow.. how? HAHA. i don't know too. hopefully my hair won't stink tomorrow even though i bathed when i came home just now. cos the smell there is horrible. you walk in for 10minutes blow some air-con will stink liao. i stand there for 10hours plus. even stink more. HAHA.

so.. that's it! =D

i thought you trusted me a lot, until today.
i didn't expect you to doubt me like that.
i was really upset when i saw your message,
that tears can come out anytime.
but i held it, since i was in my manager's car with jiaqing.
i cannot cry so easily in front of other ppl.
i was suppose to be happy.
however, when i saw your next message,
it urge me into being more understanding towards you.
i thought for a long while,
with tears in my eyes as i was walking back home.
i knew i had to make that decision,
so as to make you feel happier.
i know you were under a lot of stress,
so i tried telling my heart to control,
i cannot add on to your stress anymore.
i love you, the first guy i love, and i hope is gona be the last.
i knew i had to understand you more so as to make our relationship last.

2008-05-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

i guess i wasn't even cheery at all.
what caused this change in me?
family, studies, friends or that?
i thought i was happy whole day long,
able to talk ppl into buying the products,
able to collect $$ and earn $$..
but why do i feel like crying now? why?
i know the reason. it's him.
everything regarding him caused this change.
the things he said,
the way he treated me,
and the other things about him.
i don't like this feeling.
i suddenly find myself so selfish, so petty.
what's the point of clinging onto this relationship even though i do cherish it then?
with the rate things are going on unknowingly,
being damaged step by step..
at this rate,
how am i suppose to clear everything within a limited time?
is there a need to beg?
and if i were to beg,
would this relationship get better? would it revert back to normal?
i don't know.
i only know that there's a lot of unhappiness between us.
all silly, all childish.
we have been giving in.
giving in so much till we felt so tired of it.
thinking about how long will this thing last.
everytime, i felt so tired having to listen to some ppl's criticisms.
there's too much obstacles in the way,
and it's impossible to clear it unless both of us are willing & determined.
but.. i don't know.
i just felt so irritated now.
why do this have to happen?

2008-05-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

well well. today.. is an average day for me.

tzuchun was late today, for the first time ever. HAHAHA.
jiaqing, ghakhee & i was like waiting for her at the staircase outside the washroom. then.. sivalingam saw us. he called jiaqing&ghakhee to go down first while i stay so that he can reprimand me.
he was like calling me to tell ms ng that i don't want to be a councillor anymore. then i was like asking, "why?" then he say i should be more responsible, blahblahblah. he asked me why me&my friends was standing there. and i replied that we were waiting for our friend. then he scolded me and say responsibilities is more important than friendship. what crap. perhaps that's what he thinks. but that doesn't mean that i've to think the same way as him.
then next up, he scolded me, saying that nobody respects me. when i hear that sentence, i was like no-feeling. perhaps to all these kind of scoldings, i've already turned 麻木 towards them. HAHA.

after school, me&jiaqing accompanied tzuchun for school service. we went to have french fries & nuggets then went back to school. tzuchun told us that a guy there, a malay guy to be precise spoke to her.. then still ask her a lot of things. HAHA. then to our horror, the malay guy got the same birthdate as tzuchun. HAHA. he showed tzuchun his ez-link. me&jiaqing was like laughing at tzuchun for having such a strong affinity with malay guys.. HAHAHAHA. not bad ar tzuchun. ;)
HAHA. after that, me&jiaqing bus-ed to amkhub since we have bought concessions for our buscard and didn't want to walk there cos it was SCORCHING HOT. hmm. around 3+, i mrt-ed to clarkequay to meet peixian & her boyfriend. when i reached there, i saw the both of them doing don't know what. FINEFINE. very good. behaving sweet in front of me.
as we were walking, her boyfriend was like saying he wants to walk behind. so i was like, "NONO. you walk beside peixian. i walk behind." then he was like, "NONO. i walk behind." LOL.
they were sweet la. stupid. make me jealous! HAHAHA.
went for the interview. which didn't seems like interview. LOL. they gave me one form to fill in. and the guy there still help me fill in some. HAHA. nice guy. =P

then.. after that, i went home IMMEDIATELY. i didn't want to stay on to be a lightbulb. moreover i wasn't small-size. HAHAHA. hmm. i still have the water chestnut drink that i bought in amkhub today in my bag! die liao. later gona take out and put in fridge. idiot. i completely forgotten about it.

2008-05-20T20:05:00.002+08:00

JIAQING! I LOVE YOU! GIVE ME A HUG AND A KISS! ;D
LALA! jiaqing found me a 5days job. which offers a good pay. around changi airport there? quite far though. HAHA. STRIVE FOR IT XINGHUI! hope that my parents allow la. praypray.

i arrived home much earlier than i expected today! around.. 7.10? hmm. when i was at the overhead bridge, i saw 133 at the traffic light there. then i was like, "eh?" then i began walking faster&faster then ran. stupid. so many ppl was like looking at me. i felt shy you know! then when i reached the bustop, the bus is still at the traffic light there. i should have walked instead of run! so embarrassing please!

anyway.., after school, went amk hub with jiaqing wait for mengzhen to pass her something before going ghakhee's house to do project. then waited for half an hour. but she still haven't turn up. so we left.
upon arriving ghakhee's house, we went to do the project. i helped with a few things then collaspe on the bed and sleep. last night slept at 1plus, cos leg very pain, cannot sleep. == i asked jiaqing to wake me up at 4.30 cos i need to reach school at 5.
ok.. so i slept and slept. then they called me up shortly after. ghakhee was like saying, "4.30 liao la! 快点起来啦！" then i was like looking at my hp saying, "aiya.. 4.40 liao la!" then i went back to sleep. then jiaqing was like saying, "快点起来啦。4.40 liao. 要迟到liao." then i was like saying, "aiya.. 我不要起来la.. 我不要去了la.." but i eventually woke up! == so brave of me.

hmm.. so i went down to take bus to go to school. when i was reaching the bustop, 88 went away. then i was like SHIT! idiot. HAHAHA~

so.. when i reached school, i went to the council room to help in separating the macoroni thing? i don't know too. then after a while, went to hall for rehearsal. was stone-ing as per usual. HAHA. so.. yup.

tomorrow perhaps going for a job interview! hmm. good luck to me!

2008-05-20T13:35:00.002+08:00

today's a lousy day.
those teachers took away my class de recess and said that they will give back to us.
but in the end, never.
they just continued with the drama lessons,
disallowing us to go for even a break until 12.10, when the lesson finally end.
at about 12.45, we went for our recess.
was glad. but still.., my stomach hurts a lot. sian.

after school will be going for ghakhee's house to do the science investigative report that needs to be handed in tomorrow.. then come back to school for the council investiture rehearsal. then after that maybe going back ghakhee's house again. how tiring. wondering what time will i get home today. jiayou xinghui. you can do it. believe in yourself. ;D

today i don't think i will post. if i'm gona post, means i'll be home earlier than i expected. HAHAHA. hope that happens too. for now, i got to go. it's dismissal soon. =D

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! ;P

2008-05-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS! i forgot to wish my blog 1year birthday on 16'05'08.
happy birthday happy birthday~

okay. why am i so LAME? DIE. i ought to change. from tomorrow onwards, you ppl shall see a mature me. =D

got to go! my right leg is hurting hurting hurting!!

2008-05-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA[19'05'08]&STEPHANIE[18'05'08]. LALALA~

today's a not bad de day. hmm. actually i planned to go for a job interview with peixian.
but she kept changing the time.. so.. i can't. so.. in the end, never go. if got chance, next time ba. (=

hmm. today.. went out with a bunch of ppl whom i never seen before? hmm. interesting.
mrt-ed to cityhall. go to a place don't know call what & suntec. hmm. walk till leg VERY pain.
HAHA. but i suppose they are nice ppl. (=

tomorrow's school again. last week of school for term2/semester 1. FINALLY.
but tomorrow got a PACKED schedule luh. after school need to go council room to help out, then investiture rehearsal after that.. then.. go to ghakhee's house do project that's needed to be submitted on wed. no more track training AGAIN. man. i need to burn calories!

me & my bro have decided to go to either run/swim every morning during the holis. i think i needed that a lot. gona go gym. run run run. run until buaytahan. most of the time run until 1km plus then give up. HOW LOUSY. i'm gona break my record during the holidays. jiayou xinghui. GOGO. =D

hmm. my legs aren't feeling well. shit.
i need to sleep earlier today. i guess i'm tired. VERY tired. EXTREMELY tired.
but i'm afraid that my aching legs will keep me awake for the whole night. and when that happens, i'm gona congratulate myself. it's such a GREAT thing to be happening. LALA.

my head hurts!
okay, xinghui. you shall not complain anymore. think of the ppl in sichuan & myanmmar[did i spell it correctly? hmm.]. you're much luckier, idiot.

2008-05-17T20:55:00.002+08:00

today spent two hours persuading my younger bro to do assessment.
for two hours, he only completed 25multiple choice english questions. is like.. very disappointed la. his mid year results already lousy till cannot say liao. i mean really lousy okay. and he still don't want to work hard. i shall not say out his results. but he's last in class. hai.
i teach him teach till headache la. but he still don't want to listen. don't want to do work, don't want to listen. if he weren't my bro, i wouldn't have even bothered about him.

today went to ntuc. i see a cup that comes with the darlie toothpaste. i asked my ma if i can buy. then she agreed. so now, that snoopy cup is MINE. but it's very big luh. hmm. i love it!

now my irritating and annoying younger brother is beside me. disturbing me. what a toot.

hmm. i've nothing else more to say. plan for monday- either go out with peixian or go ghakhee's house do project. if not, stay at home.

one more month to my birthday! =D

2008-05-16T20:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHSENG, RACHEL, WANPEI & WANXUAN!
YOU ALL ARE 14! =D
today went to amk hub to eat with jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee. then went to minitoons, searching for a present to buy for rachel.
then in the end, bumped into cheryl & rachel there, the two toots who always bully me. )'= somemore i so kind everytime make them laugh. how are they gona repay me man! =P
then ar.. we were looking around when we saw a guy with rachel! HAHA. so me&jiaqing was suan-ing rachel. so fun. ;D

today i did a good deed. i donated 5bucks. then huiting was like, "WAH xinghui! 你捐五块啊？!"
what does she mean by that la!? me&jiaqing are both kind ppl. we donated 5bucks. =P

and hor.. i want to study hard. my history's b4, science also b4. my lit's c5.
ghakhee got 25 for lit, jiaqing got 26, tzuchun got 27 and i got 28. all in order. HAHA. we took photo of it. so coincidence la. we were like laughing. but.. we didn't score very well. )=
the poetry part bring me down. i got 8/20 for the poem part. 20/30 for the text part. LOL.

yesterday i took care of everything. HAHA. okay, not everything.
i asked my brother go and eat, go to bathe, blahblahblah. helped my ma wash the dishes when she's out for wedding dinner and threw the things that's supposed to be thrown away.
i actually wanted to leave the dishes there let her go wash. but.. cannot la. don't know how to be so unfillial. HAHAHA. so i just washed everything for her.
and so today.., my pa is back in sing. then my ma still praised me for helping her last night. felt so happy.
my ma still say want to bring me for foot massage. then my pa say i still young, no need go, not good. so in the end, not going lor. HAHA. i feel so lucky to be in this family. =D
i love my papa and mama. i'll try my best never to disappoint my parents again.
i promise that i'll make them happy. ;D jiayou xinghui.

2008-05-15T16:46:00.002+08:00

okay ppl. there's a person lying dead just opp my house the block. scary. God bless.

today was a okay day in school.
got back maths results. and TADA! got 72. i'm happy that i improved from F9 till A2.
but 72 isn't good enough. so.. shall continue jiayou-ing. my elder bro got 89 for his mid-year in sec2. he told me that i should be aiming to win him. HAHA.

tomorrow getting back lit & perhaps history and the science section B. hmm.
i won't put any hopes on lit & history.

hmm. i didn't go for training today cos i need to come home earlier to fetch my younger bro since my ma is going for wedding dinner and my pa isn't in sing. so.. very sian lor.

2008-05-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIXIAN! =D
happy birthday to you
you are already 14
you are still wearing diapers
how shameful of you~! =P
happy birthday to you, idiot.

yesterday she smsed me to countdown her birthday with her. how stupid. i was tired then. decided to sleep. but see her small, so just accompanied her. HAHA.
she tried to make me jealous with her remarks of her&her BOYFRIEND. sweet sia. HAHAHA~
then i was like telling her, "i don't want you to celebrate my birthday with me like how you don't want me to celebrate your birthday with you." then she replied, "shut up! i know you want me to celebrate your birthday with you. i know ok. i know." so i replied, "i find totally senseless talking to a idiot like you. so just let you assume what you think ba. so long as it makes you feel happy." HAHAHA. argued argued argued.
but in the end, at 12am sharp, sent her one birthday message that took up 3message space that i prepared about 1 hour ago. HAHA. then she replied me with a full of touching words. no more arguing. HAHA.
peixian, i know we'll remain the way we are now. the three years we've been together. ;D

today, marks the THREE MONTHS OF MINE&JIAQING'S ANNIVERSARY.
today in class i was like, "eh! today is our 3months leh!" then she was like saying, "that's why i unknowingly go and hold your hand la!" HAHAHA~
then today during recess we bought porridge. the auntie add wrong for her. add one more seaweed. HAHA. we later discover. so she gave me the smallest one. share. LOL. cos i paid mine&jiaqing's food together. then she was like taking so long to count. LOL.
then after school, accompanied her to raffles place to get her pay. shun bian eat our lunch there. was full. hmm. she treated me with the chicken. HAHA.
then after that, went to the bus stop see got bus for me to go home o not. then i was like, "eh! i got two buses that i can take home." so i was like, "wow." HAHA. i didn't expect. hm.

hmm hmm hmm. today during lesson time.. ow man. first period was hcl. first paper that i got back was letter writing. when i went to get the paper back, yeo leng was like smiling. i was a little afraid la. i got 18/20. HAHA. same as tzuchun. highest in class was 18, lowest don't know how much. i was so happy that i kept jumping. HAHA. for that letter writing, i memorised wrong format la. then until that day.. lucky jahwee told me no need to memorise the other format. HAHA. then the compo ar.. don't want say liao. 45/70. the lowest that i ever got. so sad. then paper 2. FORGOT liao! i only know overall got 65. B3. jiaqing got A1, tzuchun got A2. i got B3. how sad. HAHA.
then dnt.. i expected myself to get at least a B. but in the end come out, "58." ghakhee failed. tzuchun A1. jiaqing got 55. i was like, "okay lor. bo bian."
mrs ng was like saying.. our class highest was 94. it was xinhui. HAHA. the moment i hear the name, although it's the same pronouciation as mine ar.. but ar.. my results can never get higher than her. HAHA. all along ar.. the bad things will be me. the good things will be her. HAHAHA~
then geo.. hmm! when i heard ms lim saying that our class did badly, then i know i die liao. HA. she say our class never reach the target of B4. cos of all the elaboration. we got our points. but never elaborate. i thought no need elaborate ma. )= i got 62. is like.. all subjects DIE.
then science ar.. cat ng was like saying, "hm. xinghui. i expected you to do better." then jiaqing told her, "teacher. but her multiple choice not bad what. 24 leh." then cat was like, "eh?" then she go and check. HAHA. then she laughed. for science overall isn't out. but the best i can get should be B3. haiyo.

today during assembly.. very siao la. sivalingam gave me, jiaqing, tzuchun, ghakhee, jahwee, rachel, cheryl, christina, brenda, kareen, meijiao & another one forget who.. was given TWO demerits. just cos we went to the washroom before going to the hall. we were all like, why other classes de ppl do the same thing and arrive later than us, we were the only ones given demerits? LOL. that time sivalingam gave only me 2 demerits cos jiaqing never dress properly, i already feel very innocent & accused liao leh. now another 2. i was like telling cat & nadhira, "what on heaven is this la." then cheryl beside me kept laughing laughing & laughing. that CLOWN.

tomorrow should be getting back maths. OO! i'm getting nervous. i think that's the sub i'll do okay provided if i didn't make any careless mistakes. okay, what i'm saying is crap. but the subjects i'm left with are subjects like lit, history. then for overall marks are subjects like sci, eng. oh my god. so i think that's the only hope. hmm.

i'm gona do myself proud the next semester! gona score A1 for homeecons if possible. geo A2 can liao la. hcl.. A2. eng.. b4? HAHA. jiayou ba xinghui.

2008-05-13T16:31:00.003+08:00

i feel so proud of myself today!

i woke up at 11plus, due to the constant naggings from my ma.
was feeling warm all over, head giddy till it's enough to make me lie on bed for the WHOLEday.

after eating my breakfast, i went to slack on my bed.
i kept thinking myself, telling myself that i musn't continue like this. i should do something.
so, i went to pack my cupboard. i emptied so many clothes. either gona give it away/sell it/dump those that's unwearable.
tzuchun's class tee is still in my cupboard. =P
after packing my cupboard, i went to help my ma with her work. so guai right! i know.

then.. now.. i'm online! =D
i feel like making today a fulfilled one. so.., i shouldn't stay online for too long! HAHA.
tomorrow's school. wonder which subject i'll be getting back. hmm. GOODLUCK to everyone!
that's it.
bye. (:

2008-05-12T19:25:00.003+08:00

i went to kbox today with jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee today after our paper and after eating our breakfast at the macdonalds. i was like calling my ma ask if i could go out with my friends, then she immediately replied, "okay lor." i was shocked. HAHA. i love my mama. =D

we were released at around 9. cos kbox open at 11, so we went to have our breakfast first. hmm.

then.. after that waited for kbox to open like despos. then we went to have fun.
was high-ing instead of singing. i was jumping, dancing, playing, laughing & shouting with tzuchun on the sofa without our shoes on. HAHA. played games like pepsi cola and blind mice. she everytime lose whenever we played scissors-paper-stone. don't know why. HAHAHAHA. so she became the blind mice. crawling from one end of sofa to another then crawling back again. HAHA. then i kept running around the sofa. LOL. so happy. so high.
then after that, jiaqing & joined in. all 4 highing.

by the way, my exams are finally OVER! =D
hmm. i spent the whole afternoon packing my table yesterday. my mother was like saying she's going to buy toto cos i finally packed my table after a few YEARS of naggings. i got pack every now and then la!
i'm prepared to go on another round of mugging until end-of-year is over. jiayou xinghui. i believe you can do it. GOGO.

now i'm helping my mama to find some things in the net that she needs! so got to go~
miss me ppl. =D goodbye.

there's no school tomorrow! =D

2008-05-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

i'm bored. :(
left only maths paper 1.. like nothing really much to study. hmm.

went for maths tuition just now. tutor said we've cleared all the topics of sec2. now only left revision. i was like, "wow." then she was like saying we still have about 3 more months of revision to our end-of-year. a little surprised la. didn't expect it to be so fast. ARGH. have to study. i'm gona do well in the eoy. i'm gona score distinctions in every subject.
did you believe that?
if you did, you'd be a fool. HAHAHAHAHA~
ppl like me couldn't have scored all distinctions. perhaps.. 4 or 5 i very happy liao. =D

today i aren't lucky. my papa woke me up at 8.45. i went out at 9.09am. my tuition's at 9. hmm! then.. on the way to the mrt, a tree stick fell down and hit me. after a while, i realised that my ez-link card was missing. i went back, searching for it. then i found it. so smart.
then reached mrt station that time, the mrt just ran away. i have to wait for another 6min. how great. and i ended up reaching at 9.45. late for 45min. ==

hmm. i was surprised to realise that i didn't need as much things as i thought.
i used to want many things, yearned for many things, thinking that without them, i will die. =P
but after all these while, after knowing how other kids in other countries live,
i'm happy that i'm me. i always get regular meals, gaining more and more weight, go to school and live in a safe country.
although i wasn't the luckiest among the luckies, at least i'm the luckiest among the unluckies.
i'm appreciating everything around me one by one, step by step. i learnt to not waste things on stuff, but more practical things like.. food? perhaps not that practical. but i spent most of my $$ on food. it's just uncontrollable.
but i will try to restrain myself. HAHA. it's global warming.
i'm gona cut down on resources, save the trees, save mama earth and save myself. =D

for now, i will just leave things as it is until exams is after. when exams is over..
> i will pack my table to clear the whole chunk of papers and books. either donate them or recycle them.
> i will pack my cupboard and donate/recycle those old clothes.
> i will save up $$.
> i will start to work hard.
> i will find a job.
> i will go on a eating spree. =D

hmm. i hear the garung guni man popping his horn. perhaps i can sell them! HAHA. but very troublesome leh. hmm. sian la.

i'm still bored. what can i do? i feel tired. shit. later perhaps i do some science.
i feel like changing my blog to www.ilovexinghui.blogspot.com. but ar.. if change then still need ask other ppl relink. so sian. next time when i really feel like changing then change ba. LALA.

take care ppl! holis is just appox 19days away, 456hours and 27360minutes away. jiayou. ;D

2008-05-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

5 more days to peixian's birthday! =D
don't say i'm a bad friend okay. i counted down the days to your birthday. so considerate. =P

today's maths paper 2 & science. this combination is disgusting okay. but it can't be compared to geography + history. that one is sick. HAHAHA. both me&jiaqing feels that maths is okay, science is hard while tzuchun&ghakhee feels that science is okay, maths is hard. LOL.

then today after science, 一只猫 was collecting the papers. wakao. she ar.. wears different colour theme everyday. blue la, green la, yellow la, pink la.. those strange strange de colours la. everything wear the same de leh. HAHA. we have section C, section B + OTAS. then she was like saying, "i'm gona collect the papers very quickly. so better be quick. don't make me wait." then we all handed in so politely to her. and she just snatched la. then she collect that time, will stop and stop to lecture de leh.
then ar.. after collecting our papers, she sat down at the teacher's desk. then there counting the papers section by section see if there was any ppl who didn't hand up. 1, 2, 3, 4,5 ... she continued counting and counting. then we were like laughing and laughing.
and sivalingam was waiting outside for us.
after that, he came in, asked us to go for a break. toilet break blahblahblah. so me&jiaqing went to the washroom. then after that bump into tzuchun&ghakhee. we walked back to the class, seeing everyone sitting on their chairs. and sivalingam was staring at us. then he asked, "the four of you ar. go do what ar. take such a long time." so i replied, "to urine lor." LOL. and he continued saying, "i don't want to see the 4 of you in the same class next year." then jiaqing replied him, "we also don't want to see you." HAHAHAHA.

then.. after that.., sivalingam was going through the evaluation worksheet one by one, if it's not acceptable, he will ask you to stay back. if it's acceptable, he will ask you to go home. then he suddenly say, "who's register 16?" then ghakhee turned back and gave me those kinda look. then i was like, "o shit." then i got up of my seat. then he say, "you may go home." then i like, "=D". then he gave me those kinda astonished look. LOL. clown.
and surprisingly, me, jiaqing, tzuchun & ghakhee all passed, then can go home. HAHA. so happy.

then.. after that went to bugis to eat with jiaqing & vannyssa. HMM! the food there not bad la. next time can go there more often. HMM. but i don't think i will go to bugis often.. i realised there got a lot strange strange de ppl.. i see a guy wearing girls' earrings. those kind that dangle somemore. buaytahan. sorry for offending.. but this is the truth la. me&jiaqing see till hair immediately stand. HAHA.

after that.., went to jiaqing's house again. yesterday went to her house to wait for him for 5hours? HAHA. her mother still cook. HAHA. then when she know that i'm a carnivore, she say next time i go she will cook all meat for me. HAHA. so cute. me&jiaqing was doing something in the computer.. HAHA. in friendster. created something. cannot say la. SECRET! then we still planned about something. HMM! that one more cannot say. HAHA. plan till so happy la. still thought of the good things, everything. HAHA.
but in the end.., i didn't get to meet him. everytime like that. LOL. the day before go ghakhee's house wait for him for 4hours plus while studying & testing ghakhee.

but today.. i got to meet him after waiting for.. hmm! 3hours? HAHA. so happy.

even though meeting you is only less than 1hour,

but i really felt happy inside me.

i don't know how to describe that feeling.

but when i'm with you,

time just seems to fly so quickly.

if there's a chance,

i want to hug you.

hug you tight,

and never let go. =D